Tuesday, July 12, 2011
I suppose it's because everytime I do make an effort to say or do something I don't get the reaction I've expected that I've stopped doing it.
Hate it when you jump topics so quickly. Makes me feel whatever I've said was irrelevant.
Maybe that's how I got the idea that since you never appreciated it you'd come looking for one when you need it.
Guess now I know I thought wrong. =/ Doesn't matter, now I know. ^^
Sad but true, I'm not Miss Independent. I'm clingy, I like slobbery mushy things and I'm extremely possessive. Yeah yeah ew but whatevs.
Who doesn't like surprise notes/posts/emails/gifts/anything? But since even after very very very obvious hints and still no reciprocation I started thinking you didn't want it. It's not that it never happened it's just that over time it got less.. lesser.. then it didn't exist anymore. Started having the feeling that after awhile, you thought that it started to get gross.
But I guess everything's settled now :)
GIMME A REACTION BITCH
Wanted to be the only girl you're ever thinking about but I guess that's not true and probably not possible. Honestly, I don't know how to feel about this. I don't live inside your head, it's whether you want me to, and how much disk space I'm occupy. Sucks to know that your system gave her a higher IPL than me, with her being clock interrupts and I'm probably just the i/o when it's supposed to be the other way round. Stings to know that I've been moved over to secondary storage, but maybe I've always been there. But I suppose it hurts more since you've always been my machine level interrupt.Labels: emogirl91
Posted @ 7/12/2011 11:33:00 AM
Tuesday, July 12, 2011
I suppose it's because everytime I do make an effort to say or do something I don't get the reaction I've expected that I've stopped doing it.
Hate it when you jump topics so quickly. Makes me feel whatever I've said was irrelevant.
Maybe that's how I got the idea that since you never appreciated it you'd come looking for one when you need it.
Guess now I know I thought wrong. =/ Doesn't matter, now I know. ^^
Sad but true, I'm not Miss Independent. I'm clingy, I like slobbery mushy things and I'm extremely possessive. Yeah yeah ew but whatevs.
Who doesn't like surprise notes/posts/emails/gifts/anything? But since even after very very very obvious hints and still no reciprocation I started thinking you didn't want it. It's not that it never happened it's just that over time it got less.. lesser.. then it didn't exist anymore. Started having the feeling that after awhile, you thought that it started to get gross.
But I guess everything's settled now :)
GIMME A REACTION BITCH
Wanted to be the only girl you're ever thinking about but I guess that's not true and probably not possible. Honestly, I don't know how to feel about this. I don't live inside your head, it's whether you want me to, and how much disk space I'm occupy. Sucks to know that your system gave her a higher IPL than me, with her being clock interrupts and I'm probably just the i/o when it's supposed to be the other way round. Stings to know that I've been moved over to secondary storage, but maybe I've always been there. But I suppose it hurts more since you've always been my machine level interrupt.Labels: emogirl91
Posted @ 7/12/2011 11:33:00 AM