I will love you for just one day.
A striped sweater in the last drawer of my closet.
An empty takeout coffee mug in my hand today, as always,
A box of chocolate wrapped all prettily in my desk drawer,
These are things that have been with me in my room for a year,
And some letters addressed and stamped
But that couldn’t bring my self to send…
I cleaned my room today,
I just felt my mind wandering all over the place,
So I just started to clean.
But in every corner of my room,
I kept finding memories…
I kept finding things that reminded me of you,
So I couldn’t go on.
Especially, the picture of you.
The picture of you, me, and… her…
Standing together, smiling,
It was I who knew you first….
It was I who loved you first…
But now you’re… hers…
I wonder about the differences
In the way we talk..
It’s been over 6 years that we’ve known each other,
Yet we still talk like just good acquaintances…
But, though she’s only known you for just over a year,
She talks to you like your best friend,
You and I…
I guess that’s all that we were…
Seemingly close…
Yet a little distant,
I wanted to make that gap closer,
But I guess
I just didn’t have enough courage…
I read this in a poetry book that I bought a while ago.
“if sadness cascades into your life,
shakes your heart, and sweeps away your most precious thing….
Then say this to your heart…
‘this too, shall pass…my heart tells me now that it’s sad…’
but this sadness will pass in time, too, will it not?
Even the memories of my love for you will pass, too, will it not?
I just…
I really hope that you’ll be happy…..
So to…
For the last time….
I want to say this to you…
I LOVE YOU.
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