The image of me crying
The foolish image of myself
I hate the sun that shines upon the ground
(I hate the sun)
If anyone recognized me
and asked why I was crying
I really hated not being able to answer
(I really hated it)
I wanted to avoid the sun
No matter how hard I ran
The sun was always overhead
I really wanted to forget you
No matter how hard I tried,
No matter how hard I tried you were still inside of me
I really hated to still miss your
Smile and the hands that touched me
(I really hated it)
Inside of so many people
While they laughed and shared stories
I tried to forget you
But again, tears fall
Everyone thinks that I forgot
But I think that I'm going to go crazy
I really want to forget
I really want to erase my memory
But it's not working
Like a thorn that is stuck so deep that you can't take it out
Like a scratch that was hurt so much that it will leave a scar
A person like you can't ever be erased
Even though we're apart, it seems like we're still living together
If only I could erase you by crying
I cry so much that it's enough to make a river
Even if I live, I want to forget you and live correctly
I want to live normally, I want to live normally
Labels: going crazy, musings, something