Monday, October 27, 2008
now.
If so, yes please. don't let me scar for nothing.
I hate unwanted attention.
Please God, give me the strength to face myself. I'm the only obstacle preventing me from doing everything else. I need this final face off. I am the cause of my own disappointments. She's the one giving lame ass excuses to every single mistake she makes. Please don't let her feed off me anymore. She's like the leech who's never satiated, but even when she's done, she leaves me bleeding for hours. I hate her, but you teach to never hate. Forgive me, for what she and I have done to me. Just take her away from me, far away. Lock her away in the dungeon that is mine. More importantly, remove the mouth of hers. Her voice in my head is controlling; she's holding the joystick to my doings. Right now, the only thing suppressing her numbing words is to feel. Every accentuated jolt separates me from her, loosening her jaws on my neck. Please forgive me for what I might do, because I can only kill her when she's no longer latched and sucking on my blood. Amen.
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Posted @ 10/27/2008 03:16:00 PM
Monday, October 27, 2008
now.
If so, yes please. don't let me scar for nothing.
I hate unwanted attention.
Please God, give me the strength to face myself. I'm the only obstacle preventing me from doing everything else. I need this final face off. I am the cause of my own disappointments. She's the one giving lame ass excuses to every single mistake she makes. Please don't let her feed off me anymore. She's like the leech who's never satiated, but even when she's done, she leaves me bleeding for hours. I hate her, but you teach to never hate. Forgive me, for what she and I have done to me. Just take her away from me, far away. Lock her away in the dungeon that is mine. More importantly, remove the mouth of hers. Her voice in my head is controlling; she's holding the joystick to my doings. Right now, the only thing suppressing her numbing words is to feel. Every accentuated jolt separates me from her, loosening her jaws on my neck. Please forgive me for what I might do, because I can only kill her when she's no longer latched and sucking on my blood. Amen.
Labels: i feel like #$%^*
Posted @ 10/27/2008 03:16:00 PM