Saturday, September 27, 2008
what am I going to do?
i suck.
big time.
its 0326 and i'm not sleeping because. thats why. in conclusion.
im such a sucker for you, seriously.
ahh!
ok maybe its because its 3 in the morning and i've been emo since the morning paper.
but its like, WHY!!!!!!!
WHYYY!!!
weixin, why!
ok i need a private blog. might be switching to livejournal, i.e. LJ. haa.
(its 0454 now haha)
my blog skin super cool right.
it used to be DAMN TWIT.
i edited it like crazy can. but im not even done with it.
because its 5am in the morning and im feeling lost.
haa.
(speaking about the math paper, i was sitting directly in the way of the aircon's breeze/hurricane, and my paper kept flying off. AND my leg/hand/face was frozen. and my lips got chapped. terrible.)
Wishing you were somehow here again, wishing you were somehow nearSometimes it seemed, if I just dreamed, somehow you would be hereWishing I could hear your voice again, knowing that I never wouldDreaming of you won't help me to do all that you dreamed I could... Passing bells and sculpted angels, cold and monumentalSeem, for you, the wrong companions, you were warm and gentle...Too many years fighting back tears...Why can't the past just die? Wishing you were somehow here again, knowing we must say goodbyeTry to forgive, teach me to live, give me the strength to try!No more memories, no more silent tearsNo more gazing across the wasted yearsHelp me say goodbye. Help me say goodbye!Labels: irritated, sad, stressed
Posted @ 9/27/2008 03:25:00 AM
Saturday, September 27, 2008
what am I going to do?
i suck.
big time.
its 0326 and i'm not sleeping because. thats why. in conclusion.
im such a sucker for you, seriously.
ahh!
ok maybe its because its 3 in the morning and i've been emo since the morning paper.
but its like, WHY!!!!!!!
WHYYY!!!
weixin, why!
ok i need a private blog. might be switching to livejournal, i.e. LJ. haa.
(its 0454 now haha)
my blog skin super cool right.
it used to be DAMN TWIT.
i edited it like crazy can. but im not even done with it.
because its 5am in the morning and im feeling lost.
haa.
(speaking about the math paper, i was sitting directly in the way of the aircon's breeze/hurricane, and my paper kept flying off. AND my leg/hand/face was frozen. and my lips got chapped. terrible.)
Wishing you were somehow here again, wishing you were somehow nearSometimes it seemed, if I just dreamed, somehow you would be hereWishing I could hear your voice again, knowing that I never wouldDreaming of you won't help me to do all that you dreamed I could... Passing bells and sculpted angels, cold and monumentalSeem, for you, the wrong companions, you were warm and gentle...Too many years fighting back tears...Why can't the past just die? Wishing you were somehow here again, knowing we must say goodbyeTry to forgive, teach me to live, give me the strength to try!No more memories, no more silent tearsNo more gazing across the wasted yearsHelp me say goodbye. Help me say goodbye!Labels: irritated, sad, stressed
Posted @ 9/27/2008 03:25:00 AM