hello!
no, it should be, hello. hi. whatever.
im depressed leh. im going to die for physics tomorrow, confirm one.
because i dont know what im reading and the bloody fever isn't helping in anyway.
so are the sore throat and running nose.
the happy parts will just have to be left til i feel happier to blog. bwahaha.
i wanna take MC for tomorrow la.
i really wanna die alr la.
its bad to entertain suicidal thoughts, but have you ever wondered how it feels to be unbridled, free and just to really know that its the end of whatever you know for the last few moments where you're still breathing?
or to feel yourself slowly seeping away in those warm, sticky trickles?
and to really know how it feels to have the pain slowly fade away into fuzz and SNAP it's over?
Have you ever thought about how you're going to die?
I have. i want to die after thrills in my lover's arms, like together with him. the kind where you're about to die and after gazing into each other's eyes, you both finally decide that its time to let go of everything you have in this world and move on to somewhere else uncertain.
(most probably in a car wreck, i realised. lol. the scenario would probably be us taking drugs/alcohol and crashing from speed or something.)
or else what? titanic meh.
"JACK! IM FLYING IM FLYING!"
lol.
k my name's right back to being cecilia 因为我终于找到一个可以让我心跳加数的人。
after i say who you all sure say i fucking blind lor. this kind of guy also want.
i predict,"HARH? WHY HIM? HE'S NOT HOT/CUTE LOR PLEASE."
haa. today i showed samuel who my most recent eyecandy is.
"neh that one sitting there."
"that weird dude eating?"
"ya!"
O_o... "i thought you could do better."
:/
"HUIMIN! i very sad! samuel say i blind!"
RAR.
kewt what ):
remind me to bring my tabbie to school tomorrow so that i can transfer all my zilian photos from ziheng's cam to my com :D
sorry la. boring lesson + camera + good lighting + twit = camwhore
k bye. i want to sleep.
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