why iron man is actually a girl.
iron = fe
man = male
thus substituting the words,
ironman = female
but anyway i havent watched the movie so i cant say anything about it.
and school is such a rip off of my pocket money.
i mean, cant we just buy textbooks and one shot pay all?
anyway today was the last lesson with bird lee and we took photos!
will post 'em up when i get them (:
and she made this inspirational speech in which birdbird was like, aww i wanna cry!
civics was on goals
supposed to visualise what we'd be in 2020
and the girls were like, im a rich taitai!
so im the president of the taitai club
bird is the boss
charlene is the coe
then theres the queen and stuff so we're actually of same post. LOL!
so im a psychologist cum rich taitai yo! :D
since large firms can afford to have diversity in its products, my rich husband will have a large firm that supplies anything and everything :D
im the head psychologist. :D
huimin and szeling's balloon campaigns were on again today, and with heart shaped balloons!
mine's the special one (:
because theres a small heart in the transparent big one :D
she bu de gei X)
but i swear, the transparent ones, before blowing up, THEY BLOODY HELL LOOK LIKE CONDOMS!
omg.
im serious.
and the hc votings stuff were today, and 14/08 nominees you guys did well! :D haha nicholas and his CUCUMBER!
hung around in the wushu room with shermaine and her friend (shiling?) today and like omg i didnt know there was a wushu room until today -_-
we were rubbing the balloons on our hair to see it stand :D
haha and elaine and her *byebye* rofl rofl thanks lol!
checked out the climbing board and O_O shrompy looks damn dao in photos O_O must take non-dao pics! ok nvm what am i talking about. -_-ll
anyway i needa rant.
do i look like a bucket for your sob stories? i really cant be bothered hearing you rant about your
boring,
uninteresting life stories which obviously dont concern me at all. i dont even fucking know the people you're talking about. more or less. it just bothers me on how i actually manage to stay alive with you doing that. and what you do before/during/after that is just really really irritating. please.
I DON'T GIVE A FUCK. I'M NOT YOUR BEST FRIEND. find someone else to be chummy with. why can't you bloody socialise with the rest of your people instead of telling me you hate them and etc etc? i'm ok with them, if you didnt already know that. esp your guy problems. why do you keep going on and on and on about it when it's so obvious that I DONT BELIEVE IN LOVE AND EVEN MORE SO, GUYS WHO STALK YOU. honestly, you think you know me well, but if you really do, you'd know that i CAN'T love anyone. i'd just be crazy over him, and thats it. i don't give a fuck if he's looking back, or sends me weird messages/signals. i might tell you i like him, but deep down, if love's about living your lives together, i wouldnt be able to. i'd bail out in a week. you'd have known that. isnt it obvious that it is why im still single? so STOP COMPLAINING. if you don't want it, don't induce it back. MAKE IT SHORT AND SIMPLE. STOP asking me if this is this and that is that. i'm sure you have a good judgement. PUT IT TO BLOODY GOOD USE. you have a brain, don't you. thats why you're in TA. don't tell me you aren't smart, you DONT NEED TO BE SMART to do this.
you see, with this blog i said no lies, so i can't lie any further.
i hate you. i hate being around you. i hate the sight of you. i hate the way you talk. i hate the way you act. i hate the way you tell me things. i hate the way you think i am actually close to you. i hate the way i have to be SO DAMNED BLOODY FAKE around you. i find all ways to escape you so that i don't have to be fake, but you know sometimes when i actually bump into you around school, i even HAVE to force a smile, FORCE myself into self denial that i'm actually ok with you, and talk normally.yes its true, i tell you stuff. but how many percent of it is true? how many percent of it comes deep down from my heart? my head's screaming to tell you that all i want to do is to KEEP YOU AWAY FROM ME, AS FAR AS POSSIBLE, but i know i can't, i'm just too good at acting.
people around me can tell that it's more or less forced. i cant even believe that i've actually been able to withstand having a one to one talk/lunch/whatever with you. i'm so fake like GAH.
I DONT NEED A FEMALE STALKER.
(i'm terrible at hinting. its super obvious.)
i should have joined drama. i'd make it into the lead.
SHOOT ME JUST SHOOT ME.
(and ps, yx, about your phone and stuff)
byebye!
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