Sleepless days ; ❤

2011-10-04T02:52:00.000+08:00

From me to you. ♥

2011-10-02T05:14:00.005+08:00

I know that your first hurt you alot, and now you're really wary of stuff because of that but for someone who asked me why I was doing the same exact thing, keeping my heart in a protective shell 6 months ago, well. Kinda ironic.

"Why you over here hard hard one?"

You don't have to brace yourself for anything, really.

Stop being so prepared for "in case we don't work out".

I'm already giving 110%, or so it seems right now in the wrong direction but I'm trying hard to get it back on your track.

All I'm asking is for you to do the same. This thing goes both ways. Don't start with the end in mind. I know it's just an involuntary subconscious emergency plan B, but still.

For the first person whom I've let in completely, don't block me out, that's all I ask of you. I really do want us to last.

And I'm sorry I'm a possessive bitch. It's not like I want to be like this, I hate it when I'm doing that too. But you have to know that this swings both ways; the more you keep me out, the more insecure I get and get more possessive, and then you keep me out even more. And this just some vicious cycle that doesn't end.

Yes, I am insecure because sometimes, you seem so prepared to let go. So I ask and reconfirm thru all possible means and questions, even though I already know the answers. I just do, I'm sorry. And it's even worse that you're not here. It pisses you off, I know, so I don't, but instead do what I can and even though that's the wrong step I still do try

I guess it's because I've found something that I totally cherish and am very afraid of losing. That would explain the disappearance of the commitment issues. I'm usually not that needy.

I'm not perfect. I do have flaws, why can't you accept it as it is? I'm trying to change, I'm not trying to change you and I never have.

One more thing, I really hate drama. Doesn't seem like it, I know, but if above more than anything, I really really really hate it when such things happen. I really hate it when we quarrel. Wish we never do, nor did. Trust me, definitely not on my to do list.

I just want you to know I'm trying my best and all I want is for you to do the same. Don't tell me it's not what you can give me if I already think it's not enough, it's not that. It is enough, and right as well. All I want, is to be let in, is that alright?

2011-09-23T05:32:00.001+08:00

Baby IMY

2011-09-01T03:03:00.002+08:00

Hope it was worth more than just a glance over.

For right now it feels like not a single fuck was given to everything I said and meant.

I know, 3 years is real long, and real sweet. But aren't you supposed to be more concerned about your own?

Idk how this works.

5!

2011-08-31T00:44:00.001+08:00

MATTHEW TAN!

ILOVEYOU!

2011-08-25T01:07:00.002+08:00

I miss you.

And I need a hug. Not just from anyone though.

I need hugs, kisses, cuddles through the night whispering sweet nothings, wishing the sun will never rise so morning will never come and we'll never have to leave and go to wherever we are supposed to be.

This horrible week will end eventually but I'll still miss you til you get back

2011-08-23T19:35:00.002+08:00

Is anything the matter?

If it's because of me, I'm sorry. I don't know what I did to hurt you, but please, tell me.

If it's not because of me, please tell me too. I want nothing more than to know that I am someone you can tell your troubles to, and to help you through with it

The title girlfriend 不是拿来摆美的.

You're not just my boy, you're my best friend too.

So, what's up boy?

2011-08-22T19:51:00.001+08:00

Sad you think that I'll eventually stop caring for all your texts, calls, posts and finally, you.

I haven't, and never will. What about you?

2011-08-10T01:01:00.005+08:00

On some days, I'm little miss sunshine.

On others, I just wanna curl up into a ball, and die.

Just like today. Or yesterday, since it's 1am now.

Feelin' kinda sad.

Ok who am I kidding, I'm fucking sad/angsty/wrist. And the worst part is, I don't even know why!

~~It's not PMS, AUUUGGGHHHHH.~~

GRRRWWWWAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. I'm gonna tear some shit apart. I feel like I could kill somebody.

Where are you talk to me now

/edit: OH I KNOW WHY ALREADY. Zzzzzzzzz.

To the cutest thing ever

2011-08-07T00:14:00.005+08:00

HELLO BABY♥ you angsty sleepy little boy ~~who chased his sisters out of his room LAWL~~

Happy happy HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you, even though you think birthdays are the most overrated thing ever, so much that I had to transfer everything from the near post on your wall to like, right here haha, I'm still like mega excited for you, zomgs 20!

SHO CUTEX I WANNA PINCH YOUR HAMSTER CHEEKS omnomnomnomnom

So sorry your present will be pretty much belated, like next week so there is a last minute present for you! *wink wink* but that will come very very much later LOL and I hope you liked my singing HAHAHA

I LOVE YOU! xoxo

2011-08-03T00:41:00.003+08:00

I understand that you have alot of things going on at the same time and you're stressed and confused with everything, but just maybe, so am I?

Would be nice to know that you've got my back because I've always got yours.

Fuck school.

And happy belated 4.

EVERYDAY I'M SHUFFLIN'

2011-07-24T12:00:00.006+08:00

I need to (re)grasp my command of the english language. The 8 month long holiday inflicted some sirius damage. Siriusly.

I IZ RED HEAD AGAINZ. Because brown is too boring, blonde doesn't fit my skin colour and any other colour is too havoc, according to my momma. Meow there goes pink hair ):

I wanna go platinum blonde! I swear, that colour is like zomgorgasmdies.

Doesn't matter asian or angmoh.

like:

AHHH!!!!!

asdfghjkrurfjgwehealkdhflakshfhakjdlf

Ok I'm reading the list of things to be packed for camp.. and I look into my cupboard.

Sigh. I need more clothes.

Also more htht and th and catchups and for you to be back in sg.

AND I NEED TO BUY A DRESS FOR WEDNESDAY :D

But at the same time, I'm thinking how I'm supposed to sneak home and go to school again.

I suppose I'll survive wearing contacts for 24 hours! If my friend can leave them in for 5 days, 1 day will be no problem WOOTS

BREAKING NEWS HOMG

I CAN BE A FORTUNE TELLER

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I AM SO GOING TO DO THE "I KNEW IT"! HA! AND NO ONE BELIEVED ME!

Ok end of news. It's not blog material. But then again, nothing is blog material, unless I make it that way ;)

Mmm I want DTF for dinner tonight! Wish me luck that my dad says yes and I get my brother to queue 10 hours there.

Haven't heard your voice in 2 days ): And I won't be, for almost the whole of next week ):

))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))): <--sad face with many chinssss.

Coughs. And still coughing.

AUUUGGGGGHHHHHHHHH.

Can't wait can't wait can't wait :D For something I know and for something you will know and that is the time I'm waiting for MUEHEHEHE ♥

2011-07-23T12:16:00.001+08:00

Was just clearing my mail and started to re-read the mail you sent me.

tbvhimy

나만 바라봐

2011-07-20T03:35:00.000+08:00

내가 이기적이란 걸 난 너무 잘 알아
난 매일 무의미한 시간 속에
이렇게 더럽혀지지만 baby
너만은 언제나 순수하게 남길 바래
이게 내 진심인걸 널 향한 믿음인걸
죽어도 날 떠나지마

Random flashbacks

2011-07-19T22:36:00.005+08:00

Sick like a BAMF.

Don't think I've ever mentioned this to you before, but once when I was in sec 2, I was sick like this too and refused to crawl out of bed or talk to anyone/reply smses. My mum threw the phone at me and told me to call you.

Yes, my mum won't poison you if you ever come over for dinner. *nods*

Mandu and free flow beer with LW tmr, hope I feel better by then! :D

2011-07-18T02:13:00.001+08:00

I miss you so much my heart is going to implode.

Only you possess the meaning of love And I don't want to let anyone else touch you

2011-07-17T18:19:00.001+08:00

Sing this to me and I'll FYUD.

It's maddening, how you tempt me
Aren't you even aware of your own secrets?

伴

2011-07-16T04:10:00.002+08:00

如果命运可以订做
如果有另一次选择
我想我还是会把手让你紧握
快乐地陪你去坎坷

就算你有天变落魄
就算你老得不能动
我想我还是会挽着你看日落
你的心疼在泪光中

嘴巴上彼此嫌麻烦
眼神中关怀那么满
没说爱却早已认定一辈子的伴
在人前从来不浪漫
在心中却总为对方打算
最懂的人最暖的伴

就算我以后变罗嗦
就算我老了有病痛
我想你还是会照顾我到最后
隐藏脆弱不眠不休

没有辛酸没有遗憾
什么是陪伴什么是心安
你是答案

Just because I can.

2011-07-14T23:29:00.004+08:00

Nope, no special occassion. Just felt like deco-ing my blog w your face. And your nehs.

And yes, I have ninja pics of you!

Mmm and just because I missed you while you were worming away.

I don't care what everybody says

Baby boy, 그댄 나의 행운이죠 그 많은 사람 중 날 가장 닮은 그녀를

하지만 사람들은 우리 끝나기만을 바라죠 Oh 이게 주어진 현실이라면 운명 따윈 믿

지 말아요

Baby 무슨 말을 해야 할지 몰라요 다만 그댈 위한 맘은 변함이 없네요

이렇게 사람들은 세상과 타협하길 바라죠

그게 그대를 잃는 길이라면 난 세상과 맞서겠어요

그댈 위해 몇 번이나 놓아주고 싶었지만 그대가 보여준 사랑과 믿음이 내게 용기를

줘요

Whatever they say, don't listen boy 우릴 질투할 뿐이죠 내가 말한 모든 진실들 그대만

믿어주길 바랄 뿐이죠

서로 다른 모습이기에 이해 할 수

없는 안타까움뿐이죠

Whatever they say, I don't care 널 사랑하는걸요

그대를 잃을 수 없어

Baby boy, 그댄 나의 행운이죠

To be in love with someone who isn't there

2011-07-13T20:03:00.003+08:00

Lemme confess something right here right now.

I'd always wanted a boyfriend who could play the piano.

Even if fail from grade 1 to grade 5 still counted as can play.

So.......... play 三手联弹 with me? :)

I can do it by myself but that's no fun, and you have a lot of time to practice. :D

They made it in the end

2011-07-12T11:33:00.008+08:00

I suppose it's because everytime I do make an effort to say or do something I don't get the reaction I've expected that I've stopped doing it.

Hate it when you jump topics so quickly. Makes me feel whatever I've said was irrelevant.

Maybe that's how I got the idea that since you never appreciated it you'd come looking for one when you need it.

Guess now I know I thought wrong. =/ Doesn't matter, now I know. ^^

Sad but true, I'm not Miss Independent. I'm clingy, I like slobbery mushy things and I'm extremely possessive. Yeah yeah ew but whatevs.

Who doesn't like surprise notes/posts/emails/gifts/anything? But since even after very very very obvious hints and still no reciprocation I started thinking you didn't want it. It's not that it never happened it's just that over time it got less.. lesser.. then it didn't exist anymore. Started having the feeling that after awhile, you thought that it started to get gross.

But I guess everything's settled now :)

GIMME A REACTION BITCH

Wanted to be the only girl you're ever thinking about but I guess that's not true and probably not possible. Honestly, I don't know how to feel about this. I don't live inside your head, it's whether you want me to, and how much disk space I'm occupy. Sucks to know that your system gave her a higher IPL than me, with her being clock interrupts and I'm probably just the i/o when it's supposed to be the other way round. Stings to know that I've been moved over to secondary storage, but maybe I've always been there. But I suppose it hurts more since you've always been my machine level interrupt.

2011-07-12T04:12:00.000+08:00

Don't go changing, to try and please me
You never let me down before
Don't imagine you're too familiar
And I don't see you anymore
I wouldn't leave you in times of trouble
We never could have come this far
I took the good times, I'll take the bad times
I'll take you just the way you are

Don't go trying some new fashion
Don't change the color of your hair
You always have my unspoken passion
Although I might not seem to care

I don't want clever conversation
I never want to work that hard
I just want someone that I can talk to
I want you just the way you are.

I need to know that you will always be
The same old someone that I knew
What will it take till you believe in me
The way that I believe in you.

I said I love you and that's forever
And this I promise from the heart
I could not love you any better
I love you just the way you are.

2011-07-11T23:36:00.000+08:00

The feeling of being completely possessed.

Give it to me.

2011-07-05T18:49:00.001+08:00

I'll be your teddy bear I"ll be your clown

3!

2011-06-30T01:23:00.002+08:00

To my favourite silly boy

I love you! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

So tell me now, and I won't ask again

2011-06-29T13:40:00.005+08:00

Life is abit sad today because I originally planned to go shopping today but it ended up raining and I hate travelling around when it's raining so shopping plans cancelled ):

And also because of something else la. It's a good thing really, but inconvenient. and gross. and. ARGH.

(am so glad I skipped camp muhaahhaa)

HOWEVER!

THIS MEANS!

I should plan what I wanna get so I don't forget.

contact lenses! impt ttm

clothes!

That is all. LOL.

This has been a very pointless post.

/edit: IT'S SUNNY AGAIN. DAMN. WHAT NOW? LOL

2011-06-27T17:21:00.001+08:00

Tonight with words unspoken
You say that i'm the only one
Tomorrow ...
Tonight you're mine completely
You gave your love so sweetly
Tonight the light of love is in your eyes
But will you love me tomorrow?
Is this a lasting treasure?
Or just a moment's pleasure?
Can i, can i believe the magic of your sigh?
Will you still love me tomorrow?
Tonight with words unspoken
You say that i'm the only one
But will my heart be broken, baby,
When the night meets the morning sun?
I'd like to know that your love
Is a love i can be sure of
So tell, tell me now, and i won't ask again
Will you still love me tomorrow?
Tell me now, and i won't ask again
Will you still love me?
Will you still love me?
Will you still love me... tomorrow?

2011-06-27T00:29:00.001+08:00

This is really unrelated to anything, but I wanna name my future son Ian.

2011-06-26T18:33:00.002+08:00

I want to stop jolting awake feeling empty

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

2011-06-26T13:23:00.001+08:00

baby i miss you

Trust issues?

2011-06-26T00:00:00.002+08:00

I trust too quickly, and too much at a time.

Don't make me feel like I made a mistake by fully trusting you.

2011-06-25T18:00:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I wish I could be reborn and live as if I was in a fairytale. Those bitches in there have shitty conditions but are still smiling with their whiteass teeth.

Maybe sometimes I wish I was stupid. What's the point of knowing and having so much when you can't be happy?

Maybe if I was dumb, marry a dumb guy, have stupid kids as well, have trouble making ends meet with menial, manual jobs.. But what if I was happier that way?

Would it be worth it?

Someone tell me the price tag for happiness. If it costs me an arm and an leg, I'd gladly be a double amputee.

2011-06-25T12:54:00.001+08:00

Don't wanna wake up alone anymore

Still believing you'll walk through my door

All I need is to know it's for sure

Then I'll give all the love in the world

MEH MEH CHI CAO

2011-06-24T03:43:00.003+08:00

And here's the blog post you think I'll write!

And you expect: /emorage Y U NO CALL TONIGHT boohoohoo

Nawh nothing of that sort.

ILY ♥♥♥♥♥ :D

On a separate and completely different note, I DREAMT I WAS LYING IN JAY PARK'S CHEST LAST NIGHT. ZOMG. Good dream.

/ps: It's equivalent to you dreaming of grabbing taylor momsen's boobs or something so, not a big deal. LOL.

보고싶다

2011-06-17T21:52:00.004+08:00

I love sleeping.

It's the only place where I can forget how much I miss you because that's where I can see, feel, kiss you.

I hate waking up.

Because that's when I'm reminded that you only exist in my com/phone.

(The sweeter the song the harder I cry)

Kiss me out of the bearded barley

Nightly, beside the green, green grass

Swing, swing, swing the spinning step

You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress.

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight

Lead me out on the moonlit floor

Lift your open hand

Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance

Silver moon's sparkling

So kiss me

Kiss me down by the broken tree house

Swing me upon its hanging tire

Bring, bring, bring your flowered hat

We'll take the trail marked on your father's map

2011-06-16T00:16:00.002+08:00

I'll let you spend a day in my head and you'll be begging to be let out after the 1st hour.

This isn't the 1st time I'm saying this but, I think I officially need professional help.

I know you're there but I doubt you are on this topic.

Somebody save me please I can't take it anymore

12시 34분

2011-06-13T23:44:00.002+08:00

지난 과거속에 흩어졌던 시간들과

수줍은 미소를 나눈 우리들의 거리 그 사이를 살며시 물들여준 보라빛 바다

아직 그리 오래된 연인은 아니지만

너와 나 같은 곳을 바라보며 하나 둘 새겨놓은

희미한 발자국이 내게 있어 Nothing better than that

어느새부터 자연스레 내안에 자라온 외로움에

나아닌 누군가를 소중하게 생각한적 없던 날들

아침을 괴롭히는 눈이부신 햇살 늦은 밤 길 비추는 환한 달빛

작고 순수했던 기억에 토라지고 가슴 설레어

이제 깨달았죠 단 하나의 사랑인걸

나몰래 흘린 눈물 기억나지 않게 언제라도

따스한 바람 되어 널 감싸안을께

가끔 환상처럼 사라질까 두려워져

언제나 비가와도 칠흙같이 캄캄한 어둠이 와도

그대 곁에서 기다릴께 Nothing better than that

수화기 넘어 계속 재잘대던 수다

때로는 넘어져서 툴툴대는

내곁을 지켜주는 니 말투 네 몸짓이 나를 웃게해

지난 과거속에 흩어졌던 시간들과

수줍은 미소를 나눈 우리들의 거리 그 사이를 살며시 물들여준 보라빛 바다

아직 그리 오래된 연인은 아니지만

너와 나 같은 곳을 바라보며 하나 둘 새겨놓은

희미한 발자국이 내게 있어 Nothing better than that

하루에 꽃피고 시드는 세상 수억개의 사랑

새겨지고 지워져도 널 향한 내마음 (끝이 없어)

셀 수 없는 시간 천천히 흘러가도

처음 사랑을 약속한 그날 그대로 영원할테죠

이제 깨달았죠 단 하나의 사랑인걸

나몰래 흘린 눈물 기억나지 않게 언제라도

따스한 바람 되어 널 감싸안을께

가끔 환상처럼 사라질까 두려워져

언제나 비가와도 칠흙같이 캄캄한 어둠이 와도

그대 곁에서

나무가 되서

쉴 곳을 주고

헤메지 않게 등불이 되서

널 기다릴께 Nothing better than that

2011-06-08T17:36:00.003+08:00

The amount I drink is directly proportional to how sad I am.

Hope that answers your question.

Feeling like some fucking useless retard

2011-06-02T03:24:00.005+08:00

Like how I'd so stupidly and excitedly grab the house phone at 11pm because I want to hear your voice so badly but all you do is just accuse me of pushing you away and shit. And before I can even say anything you just go offline. No msgs, no calls, no smses, no nothing. You just fucking disappear with a click.

If you aren't going to do something please tell me beforehand so I won't get excited over something that isn't going to happen. Save me the disappointment please I can't take so much.

I could get used to darling/baby but I hardly think names like ccb/bitch/nub are considered endearing. In fact, they're pretty much plain annoying when you wake up to a spam full of it.

I know I shouldn't be complaining. You're sick and there's nothing I've done/can do to make you feel any better. Instead I'm here bitching about how upset I am just because of some insignificant shit. Sorry for being such a fail gf.

아침이 밝아오면 나 그댈 다시 볼 수 있나요

처음만난 그 순간처럼 그댈 다시 사랑할께요

얼마나 많은 시간이 우리를 지나가고 지나가던

사람들 모두 우릴 축복했죠

어쩐지 오늘은 왠지 그대의 빈자리가 너무도 커 하루종일 눈물만 흘렸죠

미안해요 그대를 아프게해서

미안해요 해준게 너무 없어서

미안해요 하지만 오늘은

꼭 한번 그댈 보고싶어요

2!

2011-05-31T15:26:00.006+08:00

To my 小阿飞:

Don't think you've seen this picture before, but this is the 1st ever picture with both our faces in it.

认识你六年了现在才拍照!

ilu xoxo ♥♥♥ 2 down x to go, where x is a constant more than ∞ at any given time.

/edit: walao you spoil surprise one tmd GRRRR next time don't tell you beforehand liao, like xiao di di buy mystery book immediately flip to the back page go see who die liao then read the front part of the story hahaha

你是我的小蝴蝶我是你的小阿飞

2011-05-30T23:18:00.001+08:00

夜太美尽管再危险总有人黑著眼眶熬著夜
爱太美尽管再危险愿赔上了一切超支千年的泪
痛太美尽管再卑微也想尝粉身碎骨的滋味
你太美尽管再无言我都想用石堆隔绝世界

我的王妃我要霸占你的美

2011-05-29T02:48:00.001+08:00

Oh, grow up.

Frankly, I'm kinda sick of this bs. It ain't even funny anymore.

Hello, I've missed you quite terribly

2011-05-28T00:39:00.001+08:00

少了我的手臂当枕头你习不习惯
你的望远镜望不到我北半球的孤单
太平洋的潮水跟着地球来回旋转
我会耐心地等随时欢迎你靠岸
少了我的怀抱当暖炉你习不习惯
e给你照片看不到我北半球的孤单
世界再大两颗真心就能互相取暖
想念不会偷懒我的梦通通给你保管

简单爱

2011-05-11T23:18:00.003+08:00

我想就这样牵着你的手不放开
爱能不能够永远单纯没有悲哀
我想带你骑单车
我想和你看棒球
想这样没担忧　
唱着歌　一直走
我想就这样牵着你的手不放开
爱可不可以简简单单没有伤害
你靠着我的肩膀
你在我胸口睡着
像这样的生活　
我爱你　你爱我

I win you lose

2011-05-11T03:55:00.005+08:00

I know that I'm not supposed to feel like this but like,

ARGH!!!!!

Grow the fuck up! You ain't that innocent anyways.

Curse you fall down break your nose and have botched surgery.

You mei you xiang wo?

2011-05-10T08:27:00.003+08:00

It's raining, my bed is warm and snuggly and I'm in the half asleep mode.

FLY BACK HERE NAO I NEED A HUMAN SIZED BOLSTER.

Where'd you go? I miss you so. Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone.

2011-05-09T12:47:00.002+08:00

One good thing about giving your boyfriend your acc pws is that you don't have to do privacy settings by yourself and risk getting blocked from your own acc.

FUCK THE AUSSIE INTERNET CAP! *inserts dick here*

:(

2011-05-04T12:50:00.000+08:00

Do you know how it feels like to wait for a phone call that's never going to come?

:/

2011-05-04T08:59:00.004+08:00

Maybe the reason why I probably feel shittier than you is because I'm here passing by places where you used to be with me and you're in somewhere I've never filled with my presence

哭够了吗？

2011-05-02T19:01:00.007+08:00

觉得自己好可悲
已经过了三天，却还不能振作起来
又不是世界末日，也不是被人甩
只是想念他一个吻，一个怀抱，一个笑容
也不是说他永远不会回来，只不知何时

在嘲笑自己在一个月之间能变得那么虚弱
为了那么一点小事就吃不下，睡得不安稳
总是觉得失去了什么
只差一个伴，一个在身边的伴
他又不是不理我，也不是说爱淡了
关心，呵护，宠爱，一个当男朋友的责任，他都做到了
只是缺个肉体的触摸
两个人在一起的原因又不是为了拥抱，亲吻或性关系
那为什么我心里还是那么空虚？

明知如今会有这样的下场，只能问自己为什么当初不阻止事情发生
都过了一次，凭什么以为这次不会像那时一样悲痛
二十岁了，还不了解自己的伪人？

可是，我并不后悔和你在一起
只觉得有点不公平
为什么我们的距离要有3903公里那么远
为什么为了见面需要搭飞机
为什么我家境不容许我随心所欲每隔一天花钱飞到你身边
为什么别人想聊天只要通个电话，我却要等你上网
每五分钟就看一下电话，看有没有你的消息
只记得有一次从早上七点到下午三点不停地哭
停止的原因是你的通电
我讨厌自己是懦夫，本以为我好坚强
本以为心和石头能有比较
说当你离开的时候，觉得最悲痛的人一定会是你
却现在在掉眼泪的人
是我

好嫉妒在街上看到的情侣
能够亲眼，身，一起度过每一天，感触一样的周围
有一个温暖的手握着，抱着
一个人回家的滋味并不好受
可能是习惯了，被你宠坏了
要不然这二十年来我怎样度过的？

我没忘遇上你以前的日子
可能像戒烟，需要多一点时间
需要调整回自己独立一个人
只希望那天早点到
因为直到你回来的那一天
我是孤独者

爱太疯狂了
请你永远不要叫我离开

ilu baby xoxo

Whataya want from me?

2011-04-28T11:13:00.001+08:00

1 day 21 hours 12 minutes more

Yeah, it's plain to see
That baby you're beautiful and it's nothing wrong with you
It's me, I'm a freak, yeah
But thanks for lovin' me 'cause you're doing it perfectly

Yeah, there might have been a time
When I would let you slip away
I wouldn't even try
But I think you could save my life

Just don't give up, I am workin' it out
Please don't give in, I won't let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around

你爱我吗

2011-04-20T13:09:00.003+08:00

(from WTFsexfacts)

Think I've found him

GOOD MORNING WORLD

2011-03-02T13:25:00.003+08:00

28 FEB WAS AWESOME.

It's not everyday you nearly get stranded in super ulu places (2, to be exact), and 1 of it is near midnight, hitch hike in a complete stranger's car by camping at the carpark gantry and then jumping up and down when a car appears, and after you reach home safely, swallow a large fish bone.

I got out of the 1st one by running after the company bus. HAHAHA.

But if the attention from the cutie on the following day stemmed from that, I'll gladly chiong for the bus everyday >:D

The look in your eyes sayin' you'd never leave me

2011-01-10T12:32:00.005+08:00

在我面前，你眼里好像只看着我一个

可是，我们俩都知道

But baby, I still like how you call my name.

And how you can rival my eye contact.

Chapter 1, closed.

Just in time before we hit the big 2.

P.S. But seriously, who the heck taught you these? You damn fucking pro can. Don't worry, you're still my favorite player, for now. Just don't get caught too often ^^

...

他妈的，他射的电比我的多。

Annoying umchina.

You're the reason

2010-12-13T03:07:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 600TH POST!

And I'll see y'all when I get back :D

BYE I LOVE YOU!

He's my babe, that's right, it's over.

2010-12-11T10:53:00.002+08:00

Yes Mir baby, if you insist

ONE BETTER DAY

2010-12-05T23:31:00.005+08:00

I AM OFFICIALLY IN LOVE WITH MIR
(sorry chansung, goodbye my lover~)

meow says (11:14 PM):
OH RIGHT MIR
HAHAHA
HE RIGHT
HE'S DAMN HYPER
FOR REAL
ITS NOT JUST ON TV
OK SO WE WERE WALKING ABOUT MBS NEAR THE CARPARK
THEN SUDDENLY GOT THIS UNCLE STARTED MUMBLING
meow says (11:15 PM):
看星星咯
看韩国星星咯
THEN GOT A BUNCH OF GIRLS THERE TOO
SO WE WENT TO KPO SEE RIGHT
THEN GOT HTIS LAO POK BUS COMEOUT
THEN THE GIRLS STARTED SCREAMING
THEN SOME OTHER UNCLE WAS LIKE, NONO NOT THIS ONE
meow says (11:16 PM):
THEN AN MBS BUS CAME OUT
THEN EVERYONE WAS LIKE MBLAQQQQQQQQQQQ
HAHAHA
SO WE CHIONG
THEN THUNDER WAS WAVING
G.O. GOT OFF HIS SEAT AND OPENED A CURTAIN TO WAVE
THEN JOON OPENED HIS CURTAIN ALSO THEN HE WAS WAVING THEN LATER HE PUT HIS HAND ON THE WINDOW THEN SOME GIRL PUT HER HAND ON HIS HAND OMG JEALOUS BUT HE'S DMAN CUTE HIS FACE LKE CHISLED ONE OMG
meow says (11:17 PM):
THEN HE LIKE LOOK SHY LOOK SHY BUT HE ARM CHIO LOL
THEN SO THAT WAS 1 SIDE OF THE BUS
SO THERE QUITE ALOT OF PEOPLE
SO I GO THE OTHER SIDE
THEN RIGHT
THERE WAS MIR
MY FRIEND STARTD BLOWING KISSES AT HIM
THEN HE V CHIC
AND STARTED BLOWING THEM BACK
THEN COZ I WAS WAVING ALSO
THEN HE DID THE
SIGN LANG I LOVE YOU
IN THE
YO YO YO MANNER
meow says (11:18 PM):
THEN HE KEEP DOING THAT AND JUMPING IN HIS SEAT IN THE BUS HAHAHAHAH
OMG SO CUTE
THEN APPARENTLY IN THE AIRPORT
HE WENT UP TO A BUNCH OF GIRLS AND STARTED GOING
I LIKE YOU I LIKE YOU I LIKE YOU I LIKE YOU I LIKE YOU
HAHAHAHA
THEN IN THE CONCERT RIGHT
AT THE END DURING THE PART WHERE ALL THE ARTISTS COME OUT
HE
meow says (11:19 PM):
WAS THERE JUMPING AROUND DOING WEIRD THINGS UNTIL G.O. PULLED HIM THEN HE STOPPED JUMPING
LOL
OMG SO CUTE
HAHAHAHAHA
THEN WHEN HE WALKED DOWN THE T STAGE HE WAS LIKE
I LIKE YOU I LIKE YOU I LIKE YOU I LIKE YOU I LIKE YOU
HAHAHAHA

THAT PRETTY MUCH SUMS OUT MULA.

IT WAS AWESOME, BUT "SOMEBODY" DAMN DAO THEN I V DISAPPOINTED SO LIKE THAT LOR.

NOT TALKING ABOUT CHAN TONIGHT, SORRY ALL YOU CHAN FANS OUT THERE WHO GOT HERE LOOKING FOR HIM.

I'VE GOT A HEADACHE THAT MAGICALLY DISAPPEARED WHILE READING SOME STUFF HAHA

ANYWAY,

A LEVELS IS OVERRRR!!!!!!!!

YIPPEEDOOOOOOO TIME TO DO EVERYTHING I WANNA DO THAT DOESN'T INVOLVE MONEY BECAUSE I HAVEN'T START WORKING YET HAHAHHAA

OK PLEASE LOOK OUT FOR THINGS I MAY BE POSTING OR MAYBE NOT IF I GET TOO LAZY HAAAHAHAHAH

ITS ONLY THE 3RD DAY OF MY HOLS AND I'M DAMN FUCKING BUSY ALR LOL

OK GOODNIGHT AND I LOVE YOU MIR

MIRGASM

ANYWAY, IT'S STRANGE BECAUSE USUALLY WHEN I LIKE SOMEONE IF YOU ASK ME WHAT'S THE 1ST THING I'M GONNA DO WHEN I GET PRIVATE TIME WITH HIM I'D SAY "I WANNA FUCK HIM"

BUT FOR MIR, ALL I WANNA DO IS HUG HIM.

OMG THIS IS WEIRD I THINK I MUST BE GOING CRAZY HAHAHA

OK I BETTER GO SLEEP GOODNIGHT MIR

OH AND IF I'M RIGHT, CHANSUNG WAS WEARING DARK COLOURED BOXERS FOR MULA. MM YES I WAS STARING AT HIS ASS HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

omgomg

2010-12-01T00:01:00.002+08:00

Ah this made my day :D

I just realised. It's December! :D

It's freaking December already! omg happy

omg why the vein beside my eye can be seen from under my skin?! omgomgomg someone help me tell me why!

There's a world out there that we should see

2010-11-29T04:08:00.005+08:00

I didn't get the admin post. Sad. Why? Because then I can't get li yi LOL ok nevermind.

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmm I need to overcome stage fright. Meeting the ~~exhibitionist~~ ~~future broadway star~~ Annabelle in less than 12 hours for therapy LOL

ANYWAY today was a pretty good day!

I COLLECTED THE TICKETS FOR MNET ULTIMATE OMG HAHAHA

DAMN FUCKING EXCITED NAO I TELL YOU, ME AND TOH WERE GOING NUTS ON TWITTER THE EVIDENCE IS THERE HAHAHAHHA -->

NAIIISSSEEEEEEEEEE CHANSUNG I CAN'T WAIT!

WE DIE DIE MUST GET THE BLUE TAGS OMG

Daryl told me to:
1) Hurl pee into the crowd
2) Bring a chopper and yell "369!" because it's the 'in' thing

-_-ll

According to him, it's worth it for 2pm!

LOL.

Happy picture of the day!

SHALL TOTALLY WRITE A FIC ABOUT THAT HAHAHAHAHAHHAA I KNOW CHELSEA DON'T READ THIS KIND OF SHIT BUT I KNOW WHO DOES~

I KINDA WISH THEY REALLY DID KISS THOUGH. THIS IS SO NOT RIGHT. LOL.

ok it's 4am I should really be sleeping. Gym with nabelle tomorrow!

STUDY COMPUTING WOOOOOTS

Say my name say my name

2010-11-28T03:40:00.005+08:00

Happy belated birthday mum!

I suck because I didn't buy a cake for her, but I hope she likes the bag :D

Yes, yesterday was a really really bad day. Didn't get to see se7en because of my stupidity and got shitted on by a bird -_-

AT 11PM IN ORCHARD ROAD.

Stupid bird taking a midnight shit. On my head. #$%^&@$

And the super OCD me has to go crazy all over again. Washed my hair with disinfectant soap until it looks and feels like hay now ):

(my hands are peeling too but that happens all the time.. right?)

CURSE YOU BIRD. I HOPE YOU TURN INTO ROASTED BIRD TOMORROW.

Mm ok cheer up time.

Random favorite pic of the day of the favorite boy :D

Chan you're awesome.

Super excited because I'm going to ~~rape~~ see him straight after my A levels.

Speaking of which, I need to start revising for computing paper 2 so that I can be all stressed up by Friday morning and scream my ass off when I ~~molest~~ welcome him at the airport in the afternoon.

(Why are there weird dudes adding me on msn? I'm not an internet whore or anything. Well at least I know those dudes aren't spammers. Mmm gotta change email soon. Please wait for it.)

Ok I should go bathe now. Goodnight my Chansung sleep tight in Macau I'll be there in less than a month and I'll be seeing you in a week :D

I love you I really do. Lie steal and cheat I still love you.

YAY

2010-11-26T16:38:00.002+08:00

OK HELLO I IS BACK!

cues "I'll be backkkk~~~~~~" *thumbs up*

Ok anyway, A levels are ALMOST over!! whoopeedooooo!!!

1 more paper next and then heaven here I come :D

(for the person who came here looking for the translation of okdaeri and hwangbujang its just like, high managerial posts. bujang is deputy head and daeri is erh. High managerial position. haha.)

Ok off to see se7en! :D

사랑은 하지 마요

2010-11-15T03:23:00.001+08:00

I have to leave, I have to hurry and leave
Affection will turn into tears
So that I can’t see the one I left behind
I have to hurry a bit more and leave
He is crying, the love that I leave
The overwhelming sadness is flowing
It is so difficult to take a step
With his back to me
He stands, crying

Don’t ever love
Heartbreak will surely come
It hurts to even breathe
I thought that this would only hurt
as much as I loved
But I was wrong. It hurts a thousand times more

I’m afraid of living with my eyes open
Because I know I won’t see you even if I look for you
It seems better to fall asleep exhausted
After longing for you

Just once, one more time, can’t we try it? Can’t we?
I cry out like an idiot to myself

Don’t ever love
It hurts enough to die
You will cry every day
I told myself that when love comes again
that it would be easier and that it would last
But I was wrong. Not for my love
Not for me

No other

2010-11-13T13:59:00.001+08:00

*kisses*

WITH THE POWER OF MIGHTY ME I SHALL SLAY THE UGLY BITCH OF THE A LEVELS!

2010-11-08T00:04:00.005+08:00

Monday 08112010 GEOG
Wednesday 10112010 GP p1
Wednesday 10112010 GP p2
Thursday 11112010 Math p1
Friday 12112010 Math p2
Friday 19112010 Econs p1
Tuesday 23112010 Econs p2
Thursday 25112010 CP p1
Friday 03122010 CP p2

Just in case I forget. ^^

HWAITING!

Am going all William Hung on this.

"I have done my best and I have no regrets."

"Hwaiting!"

Ofc I won't leave you without nice things to see la ah hahaha

mm happy trail I LIKE

And ofc, (one of the many) favourite scene from wild bunny :D

OK STUDY

AND ITS LIKE, TODAY, LESS THAN 8 HOURS ALR HAHAHHA

I'm hearing the screams you make, I'm seeing the stars align

2010-11-07T21:48:00.005+08:00

Blogging 2 hours and 12 minutes before THE DAY itself.

I'm fucking scared.

So, to destress, I shall plan out my whole dec hols! :D

1 - MUG
2 - MUG
3 - END OF A LEVELS!
4 - Mnet + rape Chansung! *happppy*
5 - something
6 - Shop for prom!
7 - Prom!
8 - hangover hahahhaa
9 -
10 -
11 - bro's birthday + possible mahjong marathon(?)
12 - hangover LOL
13 -
14 - hk
15 - hk
16 - hk
17 - hk
18 - hk(?)
19 - hk(?)
20 - msia(?)
21 - msia(?)
22 - msia(?)
23 - msia(?)
24 - msia(?)
25 - MERRY XMAS!
26 -
27 -
28 -
29 -
30 -
31 - Find someone to go countdown party :D

BOOK ME BOOK ME BOOK ME LETS GET HIGH ON ABSOLUTELY NOTHING AT ALL

I have 5 free days.. let's go out :D

I wanna have a kpop marathon!

5 days...

Dbsk
Bigbang
2pm...

Hmm that's 3 days. Ah ok space them out.

COME ON ALL YOU SIAO CHAR BOS BOOK ME BOOK ME FOR THAT HAHAHHA let's spam variety shows until we puke HAHAHA

Either that or let's just get drunk. LOL.

Happy picture of the day

GAHAHHAA. Bet you thought it was another nosebleed inducing pic of chan huh?

nonono *junsu's lip touch and wags finger*

Okok no more teasing.

You know you wanna jump that. And hold his trophy that's in his left hand, except that it's his other "trophy"..

(Anyway I think my bro is really gay. Previously I showed him pictures of SNSD, KARA, etc etc and he was like, ugly la. Then just now I showed him Chansung's men's health pictures and he was like, "EH THAT GUY IS GOOD LOOKING. BETTER THE KOREAN GIRLS. " OMFG.)

Ok erh. hmm. ok whatever. mm Channie.

RIGHT ok no more channie back to geog. LESS THAN 12 HOURS TO BURNING IT :D

AND 25 MORE DAYS TO FREEEDDOOOOOMMMMMMMM~~~~~~~~~

Intense desire
Going on between the two of us
Like crimson tide
Turning things to red
With waves of love

My devil's ride
I'm so breathless in this ecstasy
This sizzling fire
Driving me to edge of sanity
I got you under my skin

There's no mistakin'
You're made for lovin'
You do it right, babe
LIke no one else can
I got you under my skin

We were so high

2010-11-07T00:41:00.005+08:00

TOMORROW. IS. THE. DAY.

*cues dramatic music*

TA DA DA DAAAAHHHHHHHHHH.

HWAITING EVERYONE~!

MUST GIVE IT YOUR BEST SHOT!

(because Okdaeri and Hwangbujang say so.)

WIN.

And ooh, this totally makes me wanna write something about it but I shouldn't.

LOVE THAT TIE ON YOU BABEH.

Someone commented that if they were the bosses she'd never leave the office.

Well, if they were my bosses they'd never leave my office because they'd be too "tied up" in work. :D

(my mum just came out and spoilt the horny mood. sian ttm. Now you won't get to hear what I like to do with ties ): )

Oh wait if you knew me a few years ago you'd know. hmmm. ^^

Ok you know what I think I should really go sleep at this time of the day instead of blogging. I'm a freak at night.

Mmm and that's how you like it boy.

RIGHT OK GOODNIGHT.

Needs a happy picture (Online posts after 2AM never make sense or are R rated.)

2010-11-05T02:19:00.006+08:00

Sorry, because I'm feeling like bleaugh so I need a picture that I'll see and smile.

All you lucky bitches get to set your eyes on that sinful pleasuring sight and you know how those abs go when those pants stop hiding 'em gorgeous.. wait no please keep your panties/boxers on tsk all you horny assholes this place is still PG13!

But not for long, really. (Regarding PG13, I mean.) Please wait for after 4th December~!

I love his happy trail, really. Wonder how it'll feel with my tongue on..

OK RIGHT ENOUGH I'M GOING TO BATHE BYEBYE

But honestly Chan would be so good in bondage or BDSM..

RIGHT OK STOP.

I'm just a sadist and I should sleep NAO. byes.

So I deny my heart 'cuz I won't live a lie

2010-11-05T01:57:00.003+08:00

I don't know what I know anymore.

On a seperate note, its friday. 3 more days to A levels. 가자! hwaiting! no idea how to translate that in google translate!

Love won't make you cry or ask why oh why

Hello, hello

2010-10-31T01:33:00.003+08:00

Ok I realised that the last time I posted was just a picture of a very cute Channie.

Thanks for making me straight, love you!

HAHA because prior to seeing that pic I was happily ogling at the whole of SNSD and GaHee!

WOW THEIR LEGS ARE LIKE SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
AND SOOYOUNG *drooooooooools*

Very tempted to snip my hair off like hers but then it won't turn out as good because she's so damn CHIO HAHAHA

I was actually quite disappointed when I saw that they wore long pants for today's performance.

OK GOING OFF BUAIXZSX its like 0340 now haahhahahah

happy halloween, and 7 more days to A levels!

~

2010-10-30T23:40:00.002+08:00

YAHOO IS RACIST. HAHA.

"Among the dead were 26 Taiwanese, 24 Americans and 12 Singaporeans and Indians."

There were 83 dead = 21 dead indians.

Ok please take this with alot of salt. Posted with no intention of getting whacked thanks byexzsx

I'll be back

2010-10-13T21:33:00.001+08:00

Oh come on, how can you say no to this?

*giggles*

On a seperate note, I'm done with I'll be back on piano. whoopeedoo :D

Obsession no es amor

2010-10-06T15:12:00.007+08:00

GOOD NEWS: PRELIMS ARE OVER!

BAD NEWS: A LEVELS ARE NEARER!

WORSE NEWS: I'M GONNA FAIL PRELIMS AND DIE!

Sigh.

The only thing that's keeping me potentially alive is that I'VE GOT THE TICKETS TO SEE MNET ULTIMATE!!!!!!!111111!!!!1111

:D

Now I totally can't wait for the end of A levels :D

What's new.. hmm.

Oh, I'm officially on a diet now! yay *clap clap clap*

Well, I'm allowed to eat just about anything except carbs i.e. rice, potatoes, noodles, bread, cereal and I'm not supposed to eat at night.

Which can only mean 1 thing.

The annoying brother is tempting me into eating food since we both stay up very very late.

"You wanna eeeaaatttttt??? I'M COOKING."
"I cook for you and I'll wash it too!"
"wah taste damn good. munch munch"
*holds food under my nose* "EEAAATTTTTTTT. YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO."
"WAH still got 1 more.. I know you're hungry COME AND EATTTT!"

blooooody cockster.

So, with the power of determination, SAY NO TO FOOD! (late at night, I mean)

And he wondered why I've suddenly got the yi zhi li to not eat, because everyone knows I love food ttm in the middle of the night and well. hmm.

So I was like, "Because Chansung's coming in december and I'm going to see him! and I'm going to potentially glomp him! and I want him to remember me as the chiobu who raped him instead of the fatty who molested him."

And he said:

"Then ok what, he'll know you as the one who jumped on him and landed him into hospital and thus remember you forever."

And he continued:

"You see right, your that Chansung would be thinking,"Walau so many girls jump me all the time and the moment I come to Singapore someone jumps me and I get hospitalized." He'll definitely know you then."

Not exactly what I was expecting.

/PS: just incase any rabid fangirl out there is reading this part about molesting, jumping and raping and getting all angry in your little head, IT'S JUST A FORM OF EXPRESSION, OK?

One of the last things I need right now is having crazy little girls who can't interpret metaphors heating things up in here.

I'm pretty sure manager minjae will kill me before I even get to touch him ):

*sad face*

I've been kinda sad ever since that lazy day led me to not being able to hug jay omg that hot shit

Anyway, I'm feeling kinda sad that I'm not going for the JYJ showcase thingy I mean like HELLO ITS LIKE PARK YOOCHUN LEH

):

So here's a pic spam of him for you.

HAHA so cute.

FUCKING MOTHER HANDSOME CAN OMG HEART BEATS HAHAHAHA

SO BLOODY HANDSOME OMG AHHHHHHH WHY AM I NOT GOING ):

Lucky charlyne is going and CAT A SOMEMORE OMG ):

*jealous*

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. IDONTCARE I AM SO GOING TO THE AIRPORT. HMMMMPH.

What wouldn't I give to glomp/molest/rape that guy................... sigh.

Suddenly on cue my phone's wmp starts playing pleasureman HAHAHA

The guy is fucken singing "I'M YOUR PLEASEUREMAN, UH HUH."

I will not connect the dots for you as of what I'm thinking right now.

(:

On a seperate note, I'm potentially looking for a piano teacher.

If only it was like this..

What wouldn't i give...

Ok I shall do work already enough looking at Park Yoochun's pics because they're very distracting and I'm going crazy int he com lab and this will mean that later I'll be damn high during british council hahahhahahahhahahhahahahhahhahhaa

For my reference: http://sharingyoochun.net/2009/11/27/pic-the-prince-in-prague-part-2/

YOOOOOOOOOOOOCCCCCCHHHHHHHHHUUUUUUUUUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN <333333333333333>

But obsession no es amor.. ^^

Stress! 1 month 3 days to the start of A levels and less than 2 months to the end, and less than 2 months to seeing Channie! yay :D

OK STUDY STUDY SO I CAN STRESS STRESS STRESS AND SCREAM IT ALL AWAY ON THE 4TH DEC NIGHT.

Make it all worthwhile huh

Now you know

2010-09-27T12:16:00.000+08:00

On a seperate note, I failed computing. shitterbugs.
And math isn't all that good.

YO9U MAKE ME FEEL LIKE IM LIVING A TEENAGE DREAM

2010-09-19T02:22:00.003+08:00

HELLO Y'ALL.

I HAVE COME BACK FROM A RATHER LONG HIATUS, AND I'M GOING ON ANOTHER ONE, AGAIN.

AND I'M JUST HERE TO POST UP A GIF IMAGE.

NAISE.

ESPECIALLY SINCE WHEN EVERYONE AROUND ME are GETTING HORNIER BY THE DAY.

Wish I was the one sitting on that..................................

NAAWWWHHHHHHH.

NOT LETTING MY SECRET FANTASIES OUT. BWAHAHAHA.

It might turn this place into a hardcore porn site.

Which is not what I'm intending to do because my face is still up here so.....

Hmm.

Ok enough for tonight/this morning it's already 4am. I need my beauty sleep and mug for preeelliimmmssss.

nice.

Love you, goodnight xoxo

That girl is so dangerous

2010-08-27T20:25:00.003+08:00

LESS THAN A HUNDRED DAYS MORE.

Before my music turns serious. ^^

But before that, 16 days to prelims. Hwaiting.

And do I look as depressed as I am in the morning?

I wish you the best with a, "FUCK YOU!"

2010-08-24T00:26:00.005+08:00

Mood of the day:

Am fully convinced that my mum is a (future) career destroyer.

Life destroyer too btw. Sigh.

When will I ever learn my lesson.. ok, like never.

Now I need to call the person back without sounding desperate, because I'm not. But calling back means sounding desperate right?

@#$%^&*.

Not like it's what I really wanna do and I do have lots of reservations about it, but have you ever heard of diversification, or at least, trying out stuff before you die?

Ok honestly, the 1st 2 things that came into my mind were:
1) The future freebies!
2) Chan MIGHT get to know I exist! Woohoo! (Or at least my percentage is higher than yours.. teehee.)

Ok la not like it's confirmed or anything (esp since my mum kinda scolded the person for calling me -_-) but it's still 1 step right?

Mm ok I'll just ring them back after my prelims.

Can't sound too busy, can't sound too hard-to-get, can't sound too desperate.

I need your professional help.

NAWH I'm kidding. I don't need YOUR professional help because if I really wanted professional help I'd get it from a guru instead, teeheeheeheeheehee.

Everytime I type teeheehee I start visualising Oblix from the Artix comic books. I hope that's their names. Y'know, the ones always shelved with the Tintin ones.

Oh man I miss reading those. I shall stock up on those after As.

Whoa. After As seem so exciting now, esp since with all these.. teeheehee (Oblix)

Even though I'm toying with the idea of cancelling 1 of the things but that'd make things so damned obvious right?

Fine, it already is, it's glaring like fuck and I hope you know that too.

Actually, you do. But whatever right?

Coursework tomorrow, I need help with pseudo-code.. please?

And microsoft word too.

Omg paiseh computing student don't know how to use microsoft ppt and word to create objects and copy paste it. LOL.

OMG LOL this is too funny to be ignored.

Someone got to my blog while searching "chansung pedo smile".

PLEASE my baby can't be a pedo because..

Oh wait no idk if he's a pedo. I hope not. Hmm.

Wait, lemme give you a stand.

While I do not agree with the possibility that Chansung might be a pedo, I concede that there are times of exception where the maknae does look like a pedobear.

AH there, the wonders of GP that teaches you how to cover your ass.

Anyway, to the person who got here with that keyword, I'm sorry I don't have a crazy pic of Chan right now, but I hope you enjoy Woo's ^^

For some strange reason I think that belongs to Chan.

It's 2AM now I gotta go bathe. Nightsy!

WISH ME LUCK FOR COMPUTING!

PS. PRELIMS IN 2 WEEKS AND 6 DAYS. STUDY!

And then I'll call them back. I might end up talking rubbish if I go during this period hahaha

JENNNYYY ITS KILLING MEEEE

2010-08-15T22:02:00.005+08:00

I WAS SUPPOSED TO SEE THE CLICK 5 TODAY BUT I DIDNT GO BECAUSE ETC ETC ETC @#$%&*(*&%$#@#$%&*(*&%$#

FUCK ME LA WTH.

I didn't go yesterday because of..

teeheehee. It was awesome.

And I didn't go today because I was lazy. LOL.

Yup that's why fuck me right.

):

I shall have a mini concert at home and learn how to play their songs on the piano.

But that can never beat looking at KYLE OMGXZSXZ.

Ok so, I've never bothered googling up pics of the click 5 because I only liked them for their songs, but I saw clip of them on youtube and like OMG KYLE IS DAMN MOTHER HOT

OMGXZSX CUTE TO THE MAX.

But then later on I realised, hey, doesn't he look like Kim Joon?

Hmm.

Still.

Btw the guy from inception is damn hot. Walao lucky girl got to kiss him for nothing at all. HAHA.

Ok I shall go sleep after my Norton finishes its scanning. Bye world.

/PS bye world sounds so much like something an emo kid would put in a suicide letter.

And lets not talk about emo anymore, I'm so sick of it from GP.

Nightsy!

밉다실다

2010-08-12T12:05:00.004+08:00

I FEEL LIKE FLYING~

No I just want to fly. ^^

Actually right now I'm in the hub doing the Emo issue and I'm getting pretty emo doing it. Not to mention I was emo last night doing it because I wanted to sleep and I SHALL SELF MUTILATE BECAUSE ITS A FREEDOM OF EXPRESSION HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Right.

Think I typed something wrongly up there. It looks wrong. Hmm.

Mmm ok Emo issue.

It's really hard to type with a humongous plaster on at the joint of the index finger.

CLICK 5 THIS SUNDAY SOMEONE COME WITH ME PLEASE stupid daryl bought vip tix while I'm going for the free standing on. tmd.

Ok actually, he paid 170 just to see 4minute and he only knows Hyuna. HAHA.

K la nubbad but I wonder if i can switch places with him when Beast/B2ST performs..

And the Click 5 of course.

NAAAHHHHHHH. I'll be contented with squeezing with all you smelly kiddos.

OH WAIT NO. I THINK I HAVE A ROOM RIGHT...........?

I'm come back and blog later after I find out when the room is available for me to trash. And spy on beast and Click 5. ^^

ps. Flying rumours that 2pm's coming to sg for YOG closing ceremony. I hope they don't, and come to Sg for a proper concert in mid December instead because then I'LL BE ABLE TO STALK THEM. BWAHAHAHA. YES CHANSUNG, IMA STEAL YOUR UNDIES.

No I'm kidding. If your undies go missing it's probably someone else wearing them.

AANNNNNNDDDDDDDDDDDD DATE WITH MYSELF LATER, I CAN'T WAIT.

Nah, I'm going to watch Inception. If it's gonna be a movie that requires thinking, then I'm just gonna go with me, myself and I ^^ HAHA I My Me Mine.

K HOMEWORK BUAIXZSX.

Screw computing I'm so fucken dead.

And why is there this congregation in the hub? They're like literally standing in a circle and.. that's just not very common in the hub, y'knw.

"It's sex o'clock and lover boy is naked"

2010-08-03T21:31:00.003+08:00

Sigh.

The reason why music exists is because words can't tell you everything. Try to guess. You know you can do it.

/Ps. I found the cure for sore throat.

SAMBAL + ONION CHILI.

With stingray and sotong and satay and peanut sauce and lime chili. Shoik.

Oh this works for me, but please don't make me take the blame if you try that too and die in the process.

2010-07-31T12:11:00.001+08:00

Mood of the day:

):

FML I can't talk now ):

Blue undies

2010-07-29T10:31:00.004+08:00

Life is such a striptease.

It gets you all riled up and excited for something and when you're all hard it just stretches it hand out for the payment. Oh, and no fuck.

Ok I was having a really nice dream and when it got to a part where it was really :D my mum started banging on the door to wake me up.

Sigh. (I guess, at least she didn't scream.)

And this isn't the 1st time, you cockblockers ):

OK SO IT WAS ABOUT YOOCHUN. NYAHHHXZSX.

The last time it was my brother. GAH.

JUST GIMME MY PRIVATE TIME W YC IN MY SLEEP BECAUSE THAT HIGH FLYER WILL NEVER APPEAR HERE OK? ):

That was a great reality check.

Poop.

I could kill a bear naoxzsx.

Meow ):

Ok back to work.

YOOCHUNNNNNNNNNN. =/

Come back into my dream tonight ok. We have unfinished business.

'cuz I know we better together

2010-07-27T22:29:00.002+08:00

OMG 2PM IS COMING TO SINGAPORE IN AUGUST?

THIS IS BAD NEWS AND GOOD NEWS.

Well, the good news is obvious. 2PM IS FREAKUN COMING TO SINGAPORE OMG CHANSUNG

Bad news: IT'S RIGHT SMACK IN THE MIDDLE OF COURSEWORK AND RIGHT BEFORE PRELIMS.

FML.

CHAN YOU GUYS COME IN DECEMBER FOR A FULL CONCERT/SHOWCASE PLEASE. I ALREADY LOVE YOU MUCH MUCH ALR JUST COME IN MID DECEMBER PLZZZZZZ.

PLEEEEEAAAAASSSSSSEEEEEEEEEEE

OOP tomorrow, hwaiting me!

Bad girl good girl

2010-07-26T20:37:00.007+08:00

Plan for the night:

1) Finish up qn 1
2) MAYBE start on OOP, if I'm not dead by then.
3) Memorise qn 1.
4) Qn 1.
5) Don't die.

Why is it that I finished transcribing "Can't let you go even if i die" wayyyyy faster than a 6 mark question?

Slap myself. *piak piak*

Anyway I've just heard one of the most ridiculous "offenses" ever.

KS got his chess set confiscated by.. well. Who else.

I've heard of cards but a chess set.. That's a first.

Our school rules seem to be going backwards. I thought we're supposed to have school rules which are comparatively more lenient to primary school?

Will not talk about the shoe issue, will not talk about the shoe issue, will not... OH HECK.

We can't even wear shoes that primary school kids wear to school! Apparently they're not "appropriate". Honestly, idk the reason why, but I don't want to either. No thanks. I've had my fair share of.. hmm. that.

Maybe soon we'll have to walk in pairs, hold hands with a male partner and put our finger to our lips.

"And make us repeat the school song/national anthem until they can hear us singing" - toe

Oh heck, we may get caught for wearing the school badge upside down!

Whinesss.

(Btw I'm finally quite interested in a girl's group! Miss A! Partially because of the pink hair, but nothing to do with them being related to 2pm. But damn, they can sing!)

I'M CONSIDERING DYING MY HAIR PINK.

As shown above. ^^

Ok all that, later. Now, OOP.

(Btw the han keyboard is different right? That'd explain why my "b" appears from typing q. Gotta start sticking stuff.)

OOP OOP OOP. I mean, qn 1 1st. Yeah.

Ok because I forgot how to type hwa you guys are not going to get a korean word that says jiayou tonight.

사 랑 헤!

JUST A MONTH AND A DAY TO GO

2010-07-26T12:36:00.005+08:00

Mood of the week:

And it'll last til the last period of school on friday.

Computing coursework, I see the light (on how to write a DAT file omg I suck much.)

Hmm.

OMG yes I finally found out how to change my com settings to write korean.

Actually, its only in the school com, not my hosue com, but soon :D GOOGLE TRANSLATE WITH ALL THE WEIRD WORDS, OFF YOU GO~

naise.

Ok no korean typing until the weekend for an hour. Whoopee.

Right back to work. Mmhmm. Hwaiting!

I need help with computing codes btw. Sumbardi please help me? I'll put your hamsum face up here.

Loverholic robotronic

2010-07-20T22:34:00.007+08:00

OK I ADMIT, SHINEE IS GOOD.

And Taemin's like, really hot.

So much for the no pedo argument.

Just something about the concept and mv.

Ok maybe you should watch the mv 1st.

AND NO, IT IS NOT RELATED TO THE DEVIL OR WHAT NOT.

LOOKIES TAEMIN~

Oh rightos back to topic.

Hairstyle

Anyone else feel the resemblance?

Jonghyun and Yunho's Tri-angle days

*teehee* Minho and spock (and taecyeon with his spock hair.. spocktaecyeon anyone?)

WAITTTTTT. I realised that both Jonghyun and Minho had hair that Taec had.. (heartbeat hair for Jonghyun in the mv anyone?) I'm too lazy to do screen captures.

Ok right so I just did. Lucky you.

And I thought that taec had strange hair. Hmm. IMPO.

ANYWAYANYWAY, the best for the last!

Onew and Chow Yun Fatt!

HAHA SO COOL CAN.

Taemin is self explanatory. I mis-typed that and it was "Taemin is sex". Works both ways.

I don't want to touch on Key's hair. Another self explanatory one.

Just shave it all off -_-

OHOH the mv at around 2:35 onwards you get the dudes suspended in air doing stuff like..

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Why does YOG pop up in my head everytime I see that?

Anyway, I really hope the lyrics don't get into the hands of the vigilant citizen (Am I right?), the guy who makes out and writes stuff that Lady Gaga's stuff are all about illumati and Rihanna got raped by the devil (search umbrella vigilant citizen) because..

This song would totally get trashed upsidedownoverthehillsandfarawayteletubbiescomeouttoplay

HAHA I can totally imagine what they're gonna say!

"This song is talking about the devil! It's so obvious with the word Lucifer!"
"The boys are slave to the devil!"
"With reference to the 2nd stanza,

*If you tie me down and trap me
Then the love is also tied down
The future is also tied down
It can't grow anymore
Freely empty yourself and look at me
I'll fill you only, I'll completely fill you only

The devil is singing to the boys that their success would only come if they released the devil in them!"

*with reference to the article about umbrella*

"This stanza is rather complicated because they're singing with only 1 voice, but its the conversation between the boys and the devil.

Your undeniable spell is the Lucifer
Your undeniable magic is the Lucifer
When I approach you
With your angelic face
Say the reason you live is for me
Say it

The boys are chanting the 1st 4 lines, while the devil is convincing them that he is the sole reason of their existence."

HAHAHA goodness. (interesting place, that site, esp the Lady Gaga ones. I haven't seen the one for Alejandro yet, but I'll go search later ^^ That one would be a blast.)

Well apparently, my conclusion from reading their articles is that if you cover 1 eye, you're portraying a occult/satanic meaning. I can't remember what, but it has something to do with a triangle and 1 eye.

Oh come on just take it with a pinch of soy sauce.

Ok I want to read the sypnosis of Alejandro. And drool over Taemin in a little while.

Kthxbai

p.s. I love the car Jonghyun drove in the MV.

/edit: I showed my bro the MV and he was like, HEY who's the dude with the shaved head? He looks like a neighbourhood ah beng.

/MEGA EDIT:

KEY HAS BEEN SAVED!

Now you see it..

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And now you see it again.

YAY now you're not lonely in the quite-bald-on-one-side-of-the-head gang!

Nuthin' on youuuuu BAYBEE~

2010-07-19T00:48:00.003+08:00

ABC About You Questions:
A - AVAILABLE: Not right now
B - BIRTHDAY: 28 Jan
C - CRUSHING ON: CHAN.
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Water + milk (don't ask why)
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: Myself
F - FAVORITE SONG: For now its I need a girl! (and count on me)
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: BOTH.
H - HOMETOWN: Singapore
I - IN LOVE WITH: CHAN.
J - JUGGLE: only 2.
K - KILLED SOMEONE: Insects?
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: A couple months ago.
M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR : My milkshake brings all the boys to the yard~
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 2
O - ONE WISH: to have many wishes.
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: Len
R- REASON TO SMILE: You smiled.
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: Mr brown, is that counted?
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: I napped :D
U - UNDERWEAR COLOR/PATTERN: Lazy to check.
V - VEGETABLE(S): Bringal :D
W - WORST HABIT: Slacking
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: 2. One for my teeth and one for my lungs.
Y – YOYOS ARE: cool.
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: Aquarious :D

Random Questions About You:
Spell your name without vowels: wxn
What color do you wear most?: Black and white.
Least favorite color? Brown.
What are you listening to?: My fan. It was the Mr brown show just now. heehee.
Are you happy with your life right now?: Not really.
What is your favorite class in school?: Lunch?
When do you start back at school/college?: In a few hours.
Are you outgoing?: sometimes.
Favorite pair of shoes?: HEEEEEEEEEELS
Where do you wish you were right now?: In Chan's bed.

THE CANS:
Can you dance?: Define dance.
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth? Yeah! :D
Can you whistle?: Mmhmm
Write with both hands?: Yupsie :D
Walk with your toes curled?: Mmhmm

THE DO'S:
Do you believe there is life on other planets?: Yes!
Do you believe in miracles?: Not really. I really need one now.
Do you believe in magic?: Nope.
Love at first sight?: It's lust. Standing by that view through and through. HAHA.
Do you believe in Satan?: Maybe.
Do you believe in Santa?: You're my Santa.
Do you know how to swim?: Float.
Do you like roller coasters?: Mmhmm mmhmm!
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: Fear factor once made them eat pei dan. Damn you I actually like them :D

THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane?: Mmhmm!
Have you ever asked someone out?: Not counted.
Have you ever been asked out by someone?: Yeah
Have you ever been to the ocean?: YESSSS.
Have you ever painted your nails?: Of course. HAHA.

THE WHATS:
What is the temperature outside?: 25?
What radio station do you listen to?: My playlist. HAHA. The last one was 100.3.
What was the last restaurant you ate at? : Nakhon.
What was the last thing you bought?: can't remember.
What was the last thing on TV you watched?: Tv... a glimpse of long hu men.

THE WHOS
Who was the last person you IM'd? Someone.
Who was the last person you took a picture of? ME. HAHA. It was a video.
Who was the last person you said I love you to? You.

CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out?: It's still in here, because you're not worth it bastard.
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: Yup
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: Yup
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: Eh. Ya.
Do you cry when you get an injury?: Til now, not yet.
Do certain songs make you cry?: Yup

HAPPY SECTION.
Are you a happy person?: I guess?
What can make you happy?: You.
Do you wish you were happier?: Yes.
Can music make you happy?: Music is my life.

LOVE SECTION.
How many times have you had your heart broken?: A few times.
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them?: No.

LOOK AT ME.
What is your current hair color?: Dark Brownish purple and white.
Current piercings?: 2, and counting
Have any tattoos?: Nope.
Eye color?: Brownish.

IN A BOY/GIRL:
Favorite eye color: Brown
Short or long hair: Short.
Height: I'd say 184, but you all know why ^^
Best clothing: NONE. (Y)

HAVE YOU EVER
Been to jail: Nope.
Mooned someone: no LOL.
Laughed so hard you cried: Mmhmm
Cried in school: Yup. Should stop watching MVs and dramas in school.
Thrown up in a store: HAHA gosh I just visualized it ok no.
Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today: Mmhmm
Gone skinny dipping: Not yet.

THIS OR THAT
Pepsi or Coke: Coke, but I don't drink either.
McDonald's or Burger King: BK.
Single or Group Dates: Single
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate~
Strawberries or Blueberries: Blueberries
Meat or Veggies: Can't I have both?
TV or Movie: Movies.
Guitar or Drums?: Both.
Adidas or Nike: Addidas
Chinese or Mexican: Chinese because I'm one
Cheerios or Corn Flakes: Neither.
Cake or Pie: Cheese pie? ^^
MTV or VH1: Don't watch neither.

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I'm listening to Jay Park's Count On Me.

Y'know, everytime I see the title the Singapore song starts playing in my head.

COUNT ON ME SINGAPOREEEEEEE
COUNT ON ME SINGAPOREEEEEEE
COUNT ON ME, TO GIVE MY BEST AND MORE
COUNT ON ME SINGAPOREEEEEEEEEE~

HAHA ya right like Jay Park would ever sing that song for an official single. HAHA.

Anyway, I realised how much I missed his voice =/

I hate all these 6pm crap. They're seperate entities now, so will all the Jaywalkers who are anti 2pm get out of the 2oneday forums?

No offense, I'm a hottest jaywalker and don't you even start calling me a hypocrite because all you noobs decide to be opinionated fucks about this, like, GET A LIFE.

It's their bloody freaking problem, they deal with it.

And the reason why I'm actually talking about this is because I'm sick of all you xiao mei meis bashing my favorite guy on a forum that is dedicated to the group.

Selfish, but whatever right? That's what you are too.

You all bash the antis to get outta the forums but now you yourselves are turning into those freaks who spend time obsessing over how to hate them more.

Oh well. As long as you all don't do crazy stunts like giving them drinks with super glue or detergent or god-knows what kind of things you all are capable of conjuring up.

Because if you do you burn in hell. Along with the girls who stood on stools blocking my view of 2AM. And people who don't do even a small bit of charity because they don't want to. And those who condemn people with OCD.

I tell ya, writing SGCs and not knowing what to choose and realizing that the stuff you wanna write is not in your cert is frustrating and it makes you write weird stuff on your blog that might get your fat ass trashed.

It's 0208. I wanted to write this at 0200 so that I could say 2AM but oh well, 8 minutes too late.

Ok where was I. Oh right, the adorable Jay Park.

Mmm so cute. haha. Nuthin' on youuuuuuuuuu BAYYBEEEEE~

I'll talk to y'all properly soon.

136 days more to life~ or was it 137. HAHA.

2010-07-12T23:09:00.005+08:00

Mood of the day:

CRANKY.

TODAY IS A SUPER FML DAY.

YESTERDAY ALSO, BUT LIKE, GAHHH.

Ok so yesterday Chelsea msged me at about 4 plus saying that she's gonna go to T2 macs to study and later shun bian see 2AM, so I decided to drag my lazy butt out of the house to do so as well.

Their flight was at 2250, so at around 2140 I went to walk around the airport, check where they gonna walk in by, reconfirm flight, yadayada.

Went back to T2 macs after that to mug, i.e. forgetting to check the time.

At 2215 we heard people screaming then we were like "OMG THEY ARE HERE ALREADY?!"

DO YOU KNOW HOW FAR IT IS FROM ARRIVAL HALL T2 MACS TO THE DEPARTURE GATE NEAR BK?!

Well, if you don't know, me and Chelsea know already.

RUN AND RUN AND RUN AND RUN AND THE MOMENT WE REACHED THERE.............

....................

They went in.

DIDN'T EVEN GET TO SEE A SINGLE STRAND OF HAIR T_T

Then after that we CHIONGGGGGGG up the escalator and RUN AND RUN AND RUN to camp somewhere where they MAY go past but obviously they didn't ):

So in the end we just took some consolation pictures ):

SUDDENLY BLOGGER REFUSES TO LET ME POST PICS UP, SO I'LL HAVE TO SHOW YA'LL ANOTHER DAY.

So in the end I didn't practice CP and didn't get to see 2AM either.

Anyway, FML about today.

FML NUMBER 1:

Last night on my way home from the airport trip, I was telling Len:

"TONIGHT SPAIN SURE WIN NETHERLANDS 1-0! CONFIRM PLUS CHOP!"

But I didn't bet.

This morning on the way to school, WL told me that SPAIN WON 1-0.

OMG CAN, GUESS CORRECT, PLUS GET THE SCORE CORRECT.

WHY I NEVER BET OMG MY MONEEEYYYYYYYY ):

FML NUMBER 2:

MY CHARGER'S PREVIOUS MULTIPLE EXPLOSIONS CAUSED THE WIRE SNAPPED.

I HAVE COURSEWORK STARTING TODAY.

MY LAPTOP BATTERY LASTS FOR HALF AN HOUR.

FML NUMBER 3:

I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO MY COURSEWORK.

And the fact that the only thing I accomplished by myself today is playing I Did Wrong. Mm that was under 5 minutes, I'm improving... at the wrong time. Should be improving in my studies nao!

Ok I don't wanna FML anymore because I'm not supposed to cuss starting today. 100 days reform to be a better person, you see.

Anyway, the only non-FML thing about today is that I'm blessed with awesome friends and computers. Computing students = computers.

LET'S DO THIS!

Right. Back to work.

A girl who acts shy but know how to be bold

2010-07-12T01:43:00.002+08:00

50 Little Secrets! Share
Be honest no matter what, then tag at least 10 friends.

01. Who was your last text from?
WL.

02. Where was your default picture taken?
Airport Sakae!

03. Your relationship status?
Single and not available unless you're chan or jinwoon. HAHA.

04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
Mmhmm.

05. What is your current mood?
Sianned out.

06. How many siblings do you have?
2

07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
Chuanyi and Mingyang. Don't bother googling them.

08. Where do you wish you were right now?
IN KOREA WITH CHAN. b/c that'd mean I don't have to do coursework tomorrow. Haha.

09. Have a crazy side?
No, of course not ^^

10. Ever had a near death experience?
Yeah, just yesterday.

11. Something you do a lot?
Nothing. Literally.

12. Angry at anyone?
Not exactly.

13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
A LEVELS, YOU COCKBLOCKER.

14. When was the last time you cried?
Can't remember. Does every morning when I put my lenses in count?

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
No. Actually, maybe yes but I can't think about it right now.

16. What you think about when you are falling asleep?
If I think about it I won't fall asleep.

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
WL!

18. What is your favorite song?
Right now it's I Did Wrong b/c it's stuck in my head. HAHA.

19. What are you doing right now?
Supposedly computing.

20. Who do you trust right now?
I don't even trust myself..

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
Don't know

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
Eh.. Nearly.

23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
Alvin.

24. Describe your life in one word?
Fuck

25. Who are you thinking of right now?
Computing.. is that counted?

26. What should you be doing right now?
Computing T_T

27. What are you listening to?
The noisy tablet.

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
I hugged toh, is that counted?

29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?
The security guy yesterday.

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
Yes, sadly

31. What is your natural hair color?
Brown, gold and white. Sigh.

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
Toh

33. Who was the last person to make you sad?
Jinwoon. ): IT WAS JUST 2 MINUTES..........

34. What do you hear?
Stupid noisy tablet

35. Is your hair curly or straight?
Wavy

36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
Something along those lines..

37. Do you have a best friend?
yup yup yup

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
Eh... I don't remember.

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
(:

40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Yeah.

41. Are you happy with life right now?
NO. FML.

42. Are you currently jealous?
YES. ROAR.

43. What jewelery are you currently wearing?
I'm more precious than jewelery. LOL.

44. What were you doing on friday night?
SLEEPING so that I wouldn't oversleep on Sat but I did anyway..

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yeah, fuck you cheebye

46. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Eh. hehehe.

47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
YAAAAAAAA. FML

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
My eye, I think.

49. How late did you stay up last night and why?
3AM.

50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
No.

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. FML FML FML.

K go bathe then do CP. Will blog on wed night, if I don't decide to blog about my phail later. BUAIXSZX.

I DID WRONG

2010-07-10T23:04:00.006+08:00

Mood of the day:

2AM!

Technically that's not a mood but still.

I NEARLY DIED TWICE TODAY. I'll tell you more later.

Today, I woke up at 6.30, studied computing, read a lil GP, some econs, did steps, touch rug, soccer, vocal training and calf stretch worth 1 hour, neck endurance for half an hour, sprints and long D.

And then maybe I should include 2AM ^^

JINWOON IS DAMN CUTE AND HOT IN REAL LIFE I'M DYING OF CUTENESS.

OMG SUDDEN BREAKING NEWS AHHHHH!!!!!

CHAN GOT TWITTER I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU. I'M GOING TO SPAM YOUR TWITTER WITH I LOVE YOUS. nao post your bottomless pics HAHAHHAHA

I was just about getting high to fangirl about 2AM but chan trashed that out -_-

Lets start again.

JINWOON IS FUCKING CUTE IN REAL LIFE OMG *DIES*

JOKWON IS ACTUALLY QUITE MANLY IN RL TOO! (I know right, I didn't think it was possible!)

CHANGMIN IS SHUAIER!

SEULONG IS SHUAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII TTTTTMMMMMMMMM~ (huiyan I hope you read this and die of jealousy HAHA k no kidding)

AND AND AND THEIR VOICES. <3

AHHHHHHH CUTEEEE/HOTTTTTTTT

Someone get me a DSLR so I can post better photos for you~

6.30am was really late, because when I reached there at 8.30, the queue was just about as long as Rasputin's dick.

Which means it was really long.

Thank goodness Wenqing, Debbie and Shaf reached there really early, wooots loves! I love my geog classmates, really.

Later on they seperated the queues and then we started queuing along the stretch of space at the warehouse leading to the carpark.

lol warehouse. -_-

Anyway, b/c shaf got the autograph tix, wenqing, debbie and claire were happily writing stuff on cards so that shaf can pass it to them later.

Which meant that Anthia and I had a bright idea.

We wrote 1.

The point of the card isn't the content, but what's not supposedly to be in the content, like phone numbers.

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA WE ARE RETARDED DESPERATE FUCKS. JUST KILL US ALREADY. No I'm kidding you don't have to kill us A levels are doing it just fine.

So they announced that 2AM's arriving and everyone chionged to stand up and run to the front.

Fuckass nearly got trampled to death -_- That's 1.

Mmm when it came to the showcase itself, some smart fuckers decided that they should stand on stools so that they could see 2AM clearer.

True, YOU get to see them clearer, but everyone else gets a great view of your fat ass.

And you guys aren't that small to begin with. You could compete with me, and win it.

(But no I still win because I have bigger eyes than you, that one hands down, fucker. And it's not even because mine's an L it's because yours an XS. Sadly your fat back isn't an XS either. And you have so many pimples you're the new chocolate chip face.)

Sheeeeesh.

Ok I admit my mouth doesn't emit the musical sounding language or the prettiest of ideas, i.e. I cuss too much and too violent for my own good, but you guys really deserved it this time.

Hope you get anti-spammed on the forums. Your pics are up and circulating btw. Watch out, maybe SM will come to you tonight and suck you of your money and life. LOL jk.

(I had a typo just now and I wrote that SM would suck you off tonight -_-ll gawd I need to start typing slower! Or at least, more accurately.)

Anyway, they're really really really goood singers. Never doubted them in the 1st place, just that the acapella version was so good I melted into a puddle of fats

After they left the garden plaza, chionged down to the carpark and went out by a 2nd choice exit (you see, there're 2 doors and we were about to head to door A when we went to door B instead) and nearly got hit by a fucken car -_- That's the 2nd life I nearly lost.

HONESTLY I DIDN'T KNOW THAT CAR COULD ACTUALLY GO INTO THAT PATHETICALLY SMALL LANE.

Oh well.

Anyway, saw their van, and they turned on their lights to wave hi BUT...

DAMNED FUCK WE WERE ON THE WRONG SIDE OF THE ROAD. THEY WAVED TO THE ONES STANDING AT DOOR A.

FUCK MY LIFE. JUST FUCK ME ACTUALLY.

Eh no. Don't fuck me now, that's for Chan to do.

Oh well.

Got fate will meet again. (you yuan hui zai xiang jian) That sounds and looks so much better in chinese, but I'm too lazy to wait for 5 minutes for my com to lag if I click to write in chinese.

Sniiiiiiffffffssssss. ):

Nvm, nvm. Now I'm better trained to stalk 2pm, yes baby yes.

BUT......

I never wanna attend free standing events already.

Actually maybe yes, but that would depend on the situation and how much I like the group. Yay.

For 2pm (if they ever have a free standing event in SG; please say no JYP please have a seated showcase or concert I'll love you for life) me and Chelsea have decided that we're gonna camp there, tent and all. HAHA.

Like that would ever happen..

Anyway, something that can only happen in the land of Jurong:

Toilet thefts.

*imagines the aunty from the next cubicle climbing over the wall and stealing my wallet while I shit*

Hmmmmmmmm.

Alrighty MUGSTER FOR COURSEWORK LATER. After I wake up, I'm like really tired.

Neck cramp and right sole problem acting up again.

Jinwoon ah Jinwoon, all the lengths people go to just to see your gorgeous face..

K goodnight. I'm hungry. The diet's never gonna start at this rate.

Sweet dreams of Chan for me!

Hopefully its like, Chan teaching me how to do coursework. Kill many birds with 1 stone. Yessuh. GoodnightSUH.

THE CABI, THE HOTTEST CABI

2010-07-10T00:03:00.007+08:00

Ok I didn't go to the airport in the end, even though I've got the flight details.

Anyway poor darlings are now rehearsing at IMM, it's like freakun 12am. So they gon rehearse til 2AM (haha weak pun hahaha ha ha ha ha ha.)?

NEHWAYS. That's not the point.

THE POINT IS. FUCK YOU OVERNIGHT CAMPERS. LEMME SHOW YOU THE POWER OF MY MIDDLE FINGER
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_l_

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Hmm. Not the intended effect.

WHY DON'T I LIVE IN JURONG, GRAH.

Oh right, because the noose says that Jurong's gonna have a typhoon, LMAO.

I have absolutely no mood to tell you the mood of the day because I have no mood~ har har har.

Apart from the fact that I do feel like kicking someone in the back of the head. Smart but not bright. Sheeeeesh.

I know some of you know exactly what/who I'm taking about, shh shh ^^

Ok I better get back to my sleep, JINWOON LATER IN ....... 17 hours 15 minutes (LOL).

Actually, more like 10 hour study camp before I get to see 2AM at 5.30PM.

I'd rather see Jinwoon at 2AM. Mmm scandalous. And I should stop with the puns.

But I wouldn't like to see Chansung at 2pm, because it's the hottest time of the day. (No, not stopping.)

I'd like to see you 24/7~, not just at 2~

And suddenly the cabi song starts playing in my head wtf.

C-A-B-I~

HAHAHA. WATCH PORN EVERY MORNING FOR A HEALTHY KICK START TO THE DAY!

Ok it's b/c me and chelsea have been starting our mornings with the CABI mv. And I've been yelling "STRIPPPP" while watching the 1st minute, then OMG HOT and SSSSSS for the rest of it.

I should stop being corrupted. YESSUH YESSUH YESSUH.

Huiyan said Chan is ugly ):

But after going through half of my phone's folder that perception changed somewhat ^^ Power of the Omnia and picture saving.

I'll steal your Seulong later. HAHA.

Ok right gooooodnight.

/edit: CHAN IS THE ONLY ONE FROM 2PM WITHOUT A TWITTER -_- Yes even khun's huswifey has one. Damn you baby, get one naoxzsx so that ~~you can post more topless and hopefully bottomless pics~~ I can spam you LOL no just kidding. Or not. ^^

I need a girl man

2010-07-09T17:11:00.003+08:00

Has concluded that Sandara Park is one of the luckiest girls in the planet.

1st she gets to kiss TOP, then she gets Taeyang pinning her to a wall while dancing all over her without a shirt on.

And she's really gorgeous too.

Her brother is cute too.

Some girls just get all the luck.

Sigh.

1985 is the in thing nao

2010-07-08T23:39:00.005+08:00

Mood of the day:

I still likexzsx Chan's happy trail muchxzsx muchxzsx.

It's adorable!

Alright enough before this convo turns to a NC17 one again.

I can't believe I'm going to the airport to squeeze with xiao mei meis.

I also can't believe I paid $35.95 to squeeze with xiao mei meis at garden plaza @ imm.

All these just to see Jung Jinwoon. Yes you cutie pie.

Mmm I suppose this is gonna be my 2nd last time star chasing of my JC life? (The next one's MBLAQ, no idea when but I'll find out soon to see my Joomi :D)

Yeah.

Prelims in 8 weeks!

Coursework in like, 4 days? Friday Sat Sun.. oh wait no, 3.

3 days to omg coursework!

Was restless in school, restless in tuition, still restless.

I NEED REST. "Go to the restroom!"

GAHAHAHAHA.

Ohgawd why see la kpo jiu shi zhe yang. Your own fault you can't blame anyone for it. Except the person in question, lol.

Ok I want to bathe and rest already. Sweet Chan dreams for me!

(Oh right any ~~wet~~ dream with Chan is sweet, but the one with you was sweeter 8D)

I CAN'T FUCKEN WAIT FOR KOREA! :D Apart from the... mmhmm. Train for the 8.7km upwards nice nice nice.

B/c there's this mountain in Jeju that supposedly has a really really really good view from the top, and the distance to trek to the peak is like, 8.7km.

Guess who suggested it.

Guess.

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The lazy bum of the group.

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Huiyan.

SURPRISE!

I know right. That's the 1st thing I thought about too. ^^

woowoowoowoowoowoowoowoowoowoowoowoowoowoo rightos gooooodnight~

scoops

2010-07-06T20:55:00.004+08:00

Mood of the day/night:

BEST DREAM I'VE HAD IN SO MANY MONTHS.

And it was only a nap!

No it's not a wet dream, contrary to what most guys define as an awesome dream.. YES DON'T DENY IT YOU HORNY BASTARDS.

suitfrozenrottenkimchi$10$50maskbackhugyoubusstation5digits

oh yeah, bb, mai room nao.

I mega don't feel like spoiling the post with how dead I am for JCTs or the fact that coursework starts next week.

OOPS I JUST DID.

Yes I'm fucken worried too, what makes you think I'm not? STFU.

...

4K 4K 4K 4K 4K 4K 4K 4K 4K 4K 4K 4K 4K 4K 4K 4K 4K yeah babeh let's go.

We finished planning our korea trip and we need approx 4K.

Asked my mum for a loan and she came up with the same conditions. Fucking sian ok. If it worked it would have, long ago.

Honestly, I can't wait to get outta here too, you don't have to chase me.

On to happier topics,

Toh tried to make me nosebleed last night. Show me porn sia. HOT. Cabi porn. YESSUHYESSUH. But basket greedy pig wants 2, what happened to care and share? ):

I don't know what it is, but whatever you're doing, it's working. *kiss finger* ^^

JAYJAYJAYJAYJAYJAYYYPAAARRRKKKKKK

2010-07-05T15:24:00.003+08:00

I INTERRUPT THIS REGULAR POSTING OF RANDOM SHIT FOR A VERY IMPORTANT ANNOUCEMENT!

*breathes*

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11111

YES JAY PARK IS FINALLY COMING TO SINGAPORE YAY YAY YAY

but then ah. It's during my prelims.

FML.

Oh well more airport study camping I guess ^^

2010-07-05T12:24:00.002+08:00

Got bored and annoyed by zee leetle bruudddeerrr so here's another. uh. fb thingy.

Done it before, but things have changed, right? ^^

RULE 1
You can only say Guilty or Innocent.

RULE 2
You are not allowed to explain anything unless someone messages you and asks!
(So people reading this, if you want an explanation.. TEXT THE PERSON.)

Now, here's what you're supposed to do... And please do not spoil the fun. Copy and paste this into your notes, delete my answers, type in your answers and tag 20 of your friends to answer this. Then see what happens. :D

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Asked someone to marry you?
Guilty

Kissed one of your Facebook friends?
Guilty

Danced on a table in a bar?
Innocent ^^

Ever told a lie?
Guilty

Had feelings for someone whom you can't have back?
Guilty

Ever kissed someone of the same sex?
Guilty

Kissed a picture?
Guilty

Slept in until 5 PM?
Guilty

Fallen asleep at work/school?
Guilty

Held a snake?
Innocent

Been suspended from school?
Innocent

Worked at a fast food restaurant?
Innocent

Been fired from a job?
Innocent

Done something you regret?
Guilty

Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?
Guilty

Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
GUILTY!

Kissed in the rain?
Innocent

Sat on a roof top?
Guilty

Kissed someone you shouldn't?
Innocent

Sang in the shower?
Guilty

Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
Guilty

Shaved your head?
Innocent

Slept naked?
Guilty

Had a boxing membership?
Innocent

Made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
Guilty

Been in a band?
Innocent

Shot a gun?
Guilty

Donated Blood?
Innocent

Eaten alligator meat?
Innocent

Eaten cheesecake?
Guilty

Still love someone you shouldn't?
Guilty

Have/had a tattoo?
Innocent

Liked someone, but will never tell who?
Guilty

Been too honest?
Guilty

Ruined a surprise?
HAHAHA innocent

Ate in a restaurant and got really bloated that you can't walk afterwards?
Guilty

Erased someone in your friends list?
Guilty

Dressed in a woman's clothes (if your a guy) or man's clothes (if your a girl)?
Guilty

Joined a pageant?
Innocent

Been told that you're handsome or beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said?
Guilty

Had communication w/ your ex?

Dating Someone?
Innocent

Get totally drunk one night and you have an important exam tomorrow morning?
*coughWHOWASITAGAINAHcough* innocent.

A total stranger treat you by paying your jeepney/tricycle fare?
TRICYCLE? wtf lol innocent

Get totally angry that you cried so hard?
Guilty

Tried to stay away from someone for their own good?
Innocent

Thought about suicide?
Guilty

Thought about murder?
Guilty

How bout mass murder?
Guilty

Tried illegal drugs and the like?
Innocent ^^

Rode on a stranger's vehicle?
Guilty

Stalked someone?
Guilty

Been so drunk that you forget things that happened while you were intoxicated?
INNOCENT!

B/C I AM A PRO.

I'm gonna be ok

2010-07-04T13:03:00.005+08:00

Mmm was definitely high last night.

Ok I admit, it was once true, but now its like..

Those kind of dreams, never again, ok?

*awkward*

OK CHANGE TOPIC.

MOOD OF THE DAY:

ANNYEONGHASAEYO~

I realised I didn't blog about friday either.. wait what happened on friday?

OH right CHOCOLATE LAVA CAKE. YEAH BABEH YEAH YEAH YEAH.

*ORGASMS*

Went to eat at some cool jap restaurant w Anthia HY Yijun and Ngampak where you order with this thing that looks like a dildo that yells japglish at you.

...

Yeah.

The unagi was nice, but their tempura was very lacking. Thats all.

WENT FOR DESSERT AFTER THAT, OMFG CHOCOLATE LAVA CAKE OMFG OMFG OMFG.

It was at NYDC. NICE.

But 1st, a pic of HY for you to lose your appetite.

TEEHEE.

HY's cheesecake + hazelnut coffee thing that's shared with anthia

mm.

CHOCOLATE LAVA CAKE ZOMG

Doesn't look as good as it tastes, really

MMMMMMMMMMmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

Grow fat and die.

I'll come back and talk about elis' not so suprising surprise birthday chalet HAHAHA b/c I'ma go to suntec and meet boss and wl for class outing alr.

I know, the irony. haha.

OHOH WE HAVE OUR 10 DAYS PLANNED ALREADY, CAN'T WAIT! :D

ANNNDDDDD...

I'VE GOT THE TICKETS TO 2AM'S SHOWCASE ZOMG HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY OMG OMG OMG OMG OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMOGM JINWOON SEULONGG OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG

Mmm ok.

buaixzsx.

ALL I WANNA DO IS FIND A WAY BACK INTO LOVE

2010-07-02T23:25:00.003+08:00

Koped from fb ^^

6 years ago:

1) How old were you?
13

2) Where did you go to school?
TKGS

3) Where did you work?
Nowhere

4) Where did you live?
My house ^^

5) Where did you hang out?
Erh. I was guai. I hung out at home.

6) Who was your best friend?
Lw, Len, Kev?

7) How many tattoos did you have?
None.

8) How many piercings did you have?
2

9) What car did you drive?
I didn't drive

10) Had you been to a real party?
nopsie.

11) Had You had your heart broken?
Eh. Nope.

12)Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?
Single

3 years ago:

1.) How old were you?
16

2.) Where did you go to school?
TJC

3.) Where did you work?
At home. HAHA.

4.) Where did you live?:
The same house

5.) Where did you hang out?
Pizza hut HAHA

6.) Who was/were your best friend(s)?
Same bunch, and Denise Sonia Rach and gang

7.) How many tattoos did you have?
None

8.) How many piercings did you have?
Same 2

9.) What car did you drive?
Still didn't drive.

10.) Had your heart broken?
Mmhmm. Actually. Ok la.

11.) Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?
Single

Today:

1.) How old are you?:
19

2.) Where do you go to school?
TJC.

3.) Where did you work?
Still at home.

4.) Where do you live?
Still the same old fucking house.

5.) Where do you hang out?
Airport.

6.Who was your childhood best bud and still is your buddy?
mmhmm.

7.) How many tattoos do you have?
None, damn.

8.) How many piercings do you have?
Still 2. More to come ^^

9.) What car do you drive?
Still don't drive, damn,

10.) Had your heart broken?
If I had 1.

WHAT WERE YOU DOING...
Relieving my MCR days

1 HOUR AGO: Youtubing

1 DAY AGO: On the com.

1 YEAR AGO: Mugging.

First piercing: 7

First credit card: none yet.

Last big car ride: What big car?

Last movie seen in theaters: Karate kid!

Last food consumed: CHOCOLATE LAVA OMG LOVE

Last person you texted/called: Can't remember.

Last drink drank: Water

SHORT ANSWER.
I AM: Gorgeous. (Y)

I HAVE: the world

I LIKE: you.

I WISH: to have infinite wishes that come true.

IN THE LAST 2 DAYS, HAVE YOU...
CRIED?: Mmhmm.

HELPED SOMEONE?: Mmhmm

GOTTEN SICK?: Sick all the time ^^

GONE TO THE MOVIES?: YEAH BABY

SAID 'I love you'?: I just said "I don't love you"

TALKED TO AN EX?: Ex what?

WRITTEN IN A DIARY?: Blog ah.

HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: WHY SO SERIOUS

Best:
1. Age: 14, hands down.

2. Memory: The best are often the worst.

Worst:
1. Time Of Day: 6.30am.

2. Day Of The Week: MONDAYS.

3. Food: OHOH that. Not counting rotten food ok. Quite alot, but I only remember that white orange stuff I ordered in Korea. Still no idea what that was.

4. Memory: So many...

Last:
1. Person you saw: My mum.

2. Phone call: Can't remember. No caller id haha

First:
1. Serious b/f or g/f: mm none.

2. Job: hand. HAHA NO JUST KIDDING cashier!

Today:
1. Listening to now: Stupid com's lousy loud fan.

2. Tonight: gonna be a good night~

3. Wearing: Clothes.

4. What did you eat for lunch: Erh. Brunch, you mean. Beehoon.

Tomorrow:
1. Is: SUNDAY because it's.. OMG EXACTLY 2AM RIGHT NOW. JINWOOOOONNNNNNNN~~

2. Got any plans: YES but I can't say it here.

3. Goal: Buy *something else I can't say here! It's a suprise :D*

4. Dislikes about tomorrow: DAMN I NEED TO SHOP.

5. Likes about tomorrow: THERE IS *something!*

Om nom nom

2010-07-02T03:25:00.006+08:00

Mood of the day:

Mm I know it's written there as friday because I AM blogging on a glorious friday morning at 3.33AM. Ooh scary.

Teehees. I died for the geog paper. I am so dead for JCTs. Fuck this shit.

But apart from that shit, I went to sakae with denise and sonia today! mm munch munch. Sad thing is, our appetites have decreased from the previous times we went there and we even skipped the free red plates. Gahh..

The service has gone bad. Tsk tsk.

But wtv, we're there for the food right?

Does this make your mouth water?

Or this?

Maybe this?

Mmm.

My phone makes things look so good. Hahahaha!

Anyway, I am Edward Cutlet!

My fangs are longer than Edward Cullen's. I pwn him.

I guess Sonia can be Bella~ not. HAHAHA!

And introducing...

Emo Denise.

Some new concept. (Y)

They got me this PINK SEQUINED HAT all the way from Europe and I have no idea what to wear it with, or even to wear it out HAHAHA

Anyway I'm convinced they both have left their brains in France and Switzerland. Heeheehee.

Mmm right I promised that I would blog about the flasher right!

Ok so last Saturday after tuition I was walking back home from the bus stop, and so after crossing the traffic light I had to go down this flight of steps that were directly in front of a block.

Suddenly there was this *insert ah beng's kissy noise* so I looked towards the direction it came from, which was the staircase corridor of that block.

There was this old fat guy, and he lifted his shirt and did something with his pants.

So I was like, erh ok maybe his stomach too warm so he's tryna' cool off or something?

Right. So just walk off right?

Because I had to cross the carpark which that block's other side was in front of, then there was the kissy noise again.

So I turned back and that guy flashed again.

But the thing is, if you flash, you show off your dick or something right?

That guy showed off his fat stomach -_-

Maybe because dick too small then cannot see. Oh wells. Too bad.

So anyway just ignore and walk off right? I mean, he's not even hot or whatever shit because he's some old fat uncle who looks really strange.

I'm not against old fat uncles. I'm against old fat uncles with small dicks who try to flash to the main road and earn -_-ll looks instead of screams.

I mean, if you wanna flash, please make it a nice experience?

Something like this:

The guy, not the.. setting.

OK COME ON WHO CAN RESIST KHUN FLASHING AT YOU?

Mm ok digressing.

The point is, gross people shouldn't flash.

Leave it to the hot ones, ok? That's their job.

Ohohoh anyway, after that I bumped into my bro under my block b/c that loser was going out to do PW (MUAHAHA) .

Me: EH! There got flasher leh!
Bro: Where!
Random girl walking past: O_O *OHMYHOLYSHIT FLASHER WHERE*

HAHAHA.

Anyway later on I was like, oh yeah hor the guy nv show dick. Eh we go back there and see if he's still there.

So later on we saw this guy getting ready on a bike.

Me: Eh, is that the flasher? hmm *point point*
Bro: Which one? That one ah? *point point*

So basically we were just standing there and pointing away, and the guy probably thought that I brought my bro over to beat him up so he zaoed damn fucking fast HAHAHA

The guy is a sad case. FAIR, FAT AND RETARDED. GG combi.

Hmm I think I've finished my debate on why it should have been Chansung flashing at me in a previous post so..

Hmm.

Wonder why people ask if I'm traumatised when I see these stuff everyday. Ok maybe because the dude is fair fat and retarded but still.

OKOK WAIT WAIT by the "I see these stuff everyday" I'M REFERING TO STUFF LIKE THIS:

NOT CRAZY FAR FAIR FLASHERS.

If that happened all the time my neighborhood would be a really screwed up one right -_-

(Whoa you lucky people I just shared my NC17 stuff with you. Oh wait I promised the sneak peek right. Yeah. Ok. That. Wipe that drool nao, Ima show you him gyrating his hips soon. But not today.)

See.

With people stripping in my com legally all the time, what is a fat stomach?

Best of all, it reminded me of Shindong. Go type "2am 2pm super junior rain love story" and you'll understand. He's the fat guy at the later part of the vid. Sadly the stomach I saw looked fatter than that.

(DAMN you'll get to see Channie air humping/seducing the mic stand then. Why am I sharing my stash with you, aish.)

OK enough about the flasher. I'm kinda sick of it already. Boring shit, until if it's Channie flashing. Wootsie! I'd be pretty soon I guess. HAHA.

HOTTTTT.

Ok. HAHA.

K I guess I'll have to write about the Prince Albert piercing next time, because it's 0425 right now and I have been awake for about... 21 hours?

I NEED MY BEAUTY SLEEP.

OHOH and btw I FINALLY WATCHED KARATE KID. I still don't like corn rows. Not mah thang, and I hated it on Chansung and Taeyang too. Sorry, it just doesn't do it for me.

Like, if it's done at a minimum, like just a side of the head, I think it looks pretty good.

But the whole head...

Nawh.

Isn't it a bitch to tie it?

Hmm.

Oh wells.

(OH AND FUCK THIS SHIT I ATE DURIAN JUST NOW AND FORGOT TO DRINK WATER NOW IM GONNA GET A SORE THROAT SOON I CAN FEEL IT FUCK FUCK FUCK THIS SHIT)

OK GOODNIGHT/MORNING.

Bifurcation ratio: gotta learn to spell it to know it.

2010-06-30T21:52:00.003+08:00

Special double post today because I feel like shit and posting a pic of Chansung helps make me feel happy.

SO THERE.

Haha omg so cute.

YESSUHYESSUHYESSUH.

Why am I in a lousy mood?

1) I can't memorise geog.
2) I'm very tired.
3) My right hand is cracking again.
4) Math and computing were real bad.
5) Everyone's MIA, or that I don't have time to talk.

OK GO BATHE GO GEOG YES BABEH YES.

RIvers, bleaugh.

2010-06-30T21:25:00.003+08:00

Mood of the day:

Hello world.

Bye world.

Said hi to computing and math just now, bye to sanity.

Rights. Better get going to geog, I forgot how to write human essays, teeheehee.

PARTIAL FREEDOM IN 13 AND A HALF HOURS! yippeeedoooo~

SAKAE AND MASSAGE HERE I COME!

God I'm so tired I could fall asleep right now.. But I have geog. OK GEOG LATER FINISH THEN CAN SLEEP ALREADY. YESSUHYESSUHYESSUH.

Sleepless days ; ❤

5!

To the cutest thing ever

EVERYDAY I'M SHUFFLIN'

나만 바라봐

Random flashbacks

Only you possess the meaning of love And I don't want to let anyone else touch you

伴

Just because I can.

To be in love with someone who isn't there

3!

So tell me now, and I won't ask again

Trust issues?

MEH MEH CHI CAO

보고싶다

12시 34분

Feeling like some fucking useless retard

2!

你是我的小蝴蝶 我是你的小阿飞

Hello, I've missed you quite terribly

简单爱

I win you lose

You mei you xiang wo?

Where'd you go? I miss you so. Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone.

:(

:/

哭够了吗？

Whataya want from me?

你爱我吗

GOOD MORNING WORLD

The look in your eyes sayin' you'd never leave me

You're the reason

He's my babe, that's right, it's over.

ONE BETTER DAY

omgomg

There's a world out there that we should see

Say my name say my name

YAY

사랑은 하지 마요

No other

WITH THE POWER OF MIGHTY ME I SHALL SLAY THE UGLY BITCH OF THE A LEVELS!

I'm hearing the screams you make, I'm seeing the stars align

We were so high

Needs a happy picture (Online posts after 2AM never make sense or are R rated.)

So I deny my heart 'cuz I won't live a lie

Hello, hello

~

I'll be back

Obsession no es amor

Now you know

YO9U MAKE ME FEEL LIKE IM LIVING A TEENAGE DREAM

That girl is so dangerous

I wish you the best with a, "FUCK YOU!"

JENNNYYY ITS KILLING MEEEE

밉다실다

"It's sex o'clock and lover boy is naked"

Blue undies

'cuz I know we better together

Bad girl good girl

JUST A MONTH AND A DAY TO GO

Loverholic robotronic

Nuthin' on youuuuu BAYBEE~

A girl who acts shy but know how to be bold

I DID WRONG

THE CABI, THE HOTTEST CABI

I need a girl man

1985 is the in thing nao

*scoops*

JAYJAYJAYJAYJAYJAYYYPAAARRRKKKKKK

I'm gonna be ok

ALL I WANNA DO IS FIND A WAY BACK INTO LOVE

Om nom nom

Bifurcation ratio: gotta learn to spell it to know it.

RIvers, bleaugh.

你是我的小蝴蝶我是你的小阿飞

scoops